Blast From The Past

Joey's POV

Joey's POV
From the first moment I laid eyes on Katee, I just knew that she was going to be a girl I'd fall hard for. She really is the girl of my dreams. Her long dark brown hair, hazel eyes and her lovely figure. Her smile lights up wherever she goes. She has a heart of gold. We clicked immediately. She was stood at the bar with her friends. I was mesmerised by her. I thought it was cute how she held her drink up to thank me for buying her it although I could see a hint of pink on her cheeks. Is she shy? That's what I thought when she left the bar to join her friends. Then watching her shake her booty captured me. I couldn't take my eyes off her and the way her body moved. I've always been a confident guy so I went to ask her for a dance. Thankfully she said yes and we've never looked back since.
It hasn't always been easy with her especially when we discovered that she has history with my band mate; Donnie. When she had first told me about what she had gone through so many years ago, I was sad for her and wanted to punch whoever the guy was for treating her like he did but when I found out it was Donnie, I saw blue. He was still so dismissive of her which boiled my blood even more so. I hated that I brought it all up for her when I introduced my band to her but I honestly didn't know. Maybe I should have explained more about my bandmates to her so then she would have been prepared than she was. We got through it. I just hope that Donnie doesn't plan on doing anything to hurt her because looking back, I would repeat myself with him. Although I know now that he was taunting me to get a reaction out of me even though I still don't understand why he was doing that. I guess I'll never know.

Things have only gotten better and stronger with her. Each new day that comes makes me fall more in love with the girl. I've never felt like I do before and for the first time in my life, she makes me want to be the best guy I can and treat her like the queen that she is. She's my queen but she makes me feel like a king and what a privilege that is. A privilege to have earned her heart and trust.
Lately; all I've been thinking about is marriage. I always thought that it would have scared me with the idea of marrying someone and spending the rest of my life with just one person but with Katee, it's the most exciting thing I want to do. It's the least scary thing. I want to make my proposal is perfect for Katee and I have been trying to come up with something special. The big cocky ego that I have knows she will not say no and both of the Knights have told me numerous times how they can see how special it is between the two of us. Even if they do tease me about being a soft ass but it's just banter.

They're like my brothers. All four of them are or they were. Me and Donnie have kinda drifted slightly but I still count him as my brother. Danny just follows whatever Donnie does because that's how they've always been.
It broke my heart saying goodbye to Katee at the airport and I stayed with her for as long as I was able to. I know she tried to act strong and not let me see her tears but I did. I too cried like a baby when I went to the bathroom after she disappeared through her boarding gate. Jon and Jordan gave me the space I needed but made sure I knew they were there for me, and they even tried to distract me at times. I hope it isn't too long before Katee comes to join me on tour but I know she needs to do her work as she's been with me for the last however long she has stayed at mine for.
The tour has been fun so far, and thankfully it's helping to distract me from missing my girl. The majority of the fans who have mentioned what a sweet girl she seems have been lovely. It's always a worry that the fans will hate and being vile to our partners whether it's face to face or on social media but if they care about us as people, then they would want us to be happy. The hardest part of being on the road especially now that I'm in a committed relationship is missing her at night time. That's when you feel the most loneliness. Throughout the day, you're busy with travelling, interviews, meeting fans and then doing the shows. On repeat, day in and day out.

So when I get to bed, I'll get Katee on video chat and seeing her beautiful smile beaming at me on the screen although it makes me sad because I miss her but it also makes me happy. It's not easy being intimate with her over the screen but together, we're quite imaginative and it has kept us stay close and connected. Katee trusts me enough to not have said anything about her worrying about temptation for me being surrounded by many women who with no doubt are incredible in their own ways but no one catches my eyes in the same way that she does.  Nobody else affects me in any way and the thought of looking at another girl in the same way makes me uneasy. Some might say that I'm whipped, and I am. Truly am. She means everything and so much more to me. I can't wait until she joins me here on the road and share this part of my life with her.