Blast From The Past

No Goodbyes

Over the last few weeks have consisted of your rehearsals for Joey, romantic dates and lots of passionate sex. All on repeat until this morning when Joey is busy packing up ready for going on tour tomorrow and I've already done my packing to go home. "Do you want any help?" I offer but he politely declines and asks me to make a drink for us. So that's what I do. I hear him call my name from where I am which is now in the kitchen. "Are you sure you're not able to join me on the first few dates?" I'm asked as soon as I walk into his closet area. "I wish I could, but I need to do some work and sort things out at home seeing as I haven't been there for however long I've been here. I'll join you as soon as I can though. I'm really excited for you."

I lean over him from behind and wrap my arms around his front. "I know babe, but I'm gonna miss you so much. Things have been so good between us lately." His vulnerability showing through his words. I kiss him on the cheek. "I'll miss you so much, Joey Joe. I'll join you as soon as I can, okay?" The next thing I know is I'm being pulled round him and end up landing on his lap. He kisses me on my lips. "Move in with me?" He suggests. "Where?" He points to here, this house he lives in. I stare at him, taking in his words. There's so many thoughts floating around in my mind about the subject. "Babe?" He questions me with a softness to his voice. "I, I would love to, but I don't know. There's so much I need to think about." We sit with me in his lap in silence until he speaks. "What is it you're thinking about?" I trace my fingers across where his heart is. "My apartment that I share with Nikki, we're kind of like a package. Wherever one of us goes, so does the other. Our livelihoods. But I really want to live with you." He holds me tighter. "I'm not saying right this second, honey. Hey, I'm about to go on tour! Hehe! Just maybe talk to Nikki when go back to Monterey and see what she says. Perhaps we can look at some places that we could buy and that has an annex or something where she can move into. Your happiness is important to me, baby." I lift my head up to kiss him. "I love you so much, Joe!" He chuckles. "I love you more, Katee. I'm excited for our future together, however it looks like." He goes to stand up and pulls me up with him. I let him lead us into the bathroom. "I want to make the most of our time together before we leave and part tomorrow. May I?"

He gestures to my clothes. I nod granting him permission to start undressing me. Once I'm naked, I do the same with him. I'll never tire of him; his heart, his wit and quirky personality and his body. Each day I spend with him, I fall more and more in love with this man.
My hands trembling as I hold onto him as he turns the shower on and focusing the shower head on both of us. Once we start kissing, our bodies become entangled in one another. We take it in turns to pleasure each other, me focusing on him first then him on me. I hold my hands against the wall to keep my upright as I fear my legs may go jelly like as he turns me on reaching to my own pleasuring climax. The bathroom is all steamed up as it gets like a sauna in here from our passionate love making.
After going two rounds in the shower, we end up going another in the bed. Our bodies collapse and we snuggle up together as our eyes feel heavy eventually letting sleep take over.
I wake up to the sound of my stomach rumbling really loudly. Joe has his arm draped across my waist. I try to free myself from under his arm without waking him up but I fail. He stirs. "Babe, where you going? Stay." I kiss him on the cheek as that's the amount of movement I can do. "I'm hungry and thought I would try to put something together with the food left so it doesn't go to waste." He mumbles to himself. I chuckle at the sleepiness of him; so cute. I can feel myself choking up thinking about how much I'm going to miss him and waking up with him by my side. I manage to pull myself free from his hold and climb out of bed. Sliding my feet in my slippers and grabbing my dressing gown, I then make my way down to the kitchen. I try to hold my tears at bay not wanting to let myself cry yet. I want my last few hours with Joey to be happy. I search through the fridge followed by the cupboards. There's some tortillas, cheese, cooked meats and barbecue sauce. I even find some garlic paste. Knowing Joe will eat whatever I make, I decide on tortilla pizzas. As I'm sprinkling the toppings on, I'm humming away to myself.
'Baby, I believe in you
And every little thing you do
Every time we kiss
It always feels like this
I believe in you
Baby, I believe in us
And every little inch of our trust
Whether I'm around, you never let me down
I believe in you'
I find myself moving and swaying along to my humming. "You'll give Jordan a run for his money there, baby!" Joe's voice scares me as I obviously didn't hear him walk into the kitchen behind me. "Huh, why would I?" I'm not quite sure I fully understand what he means. "That's the song he sings. The fans go crazy when he does it. But you would definitely give him a run for his money with the way you move that sexy body of yours." I blush at his smooth compliments. I decide to tease him. "Maybe I should ask him to perform it to me so I can see what you mean." He chuckles. "You'll become a Jordan girl then when you do see him. Those pretty eyes won't be able to look away from him." I form the O-face expression. He asks his Alexa to play the actual song. Joe has now stood behind me with his arms wrapped around my waist. How did I know the words to this song when I don't remember it I think to myself. The song is a very sensual in the way Jordan sings it. I must admit, I'm intrigued to see the performance that Joey is talking about. I'll search for it on YouTube when I get home. The pizzas are now ready and so I get them out of the grill onto the plates. "They look good, darling!" I grin at him.