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He finally agreed. I don't know if it was out of pity because I looked so miserable and not getting laid was making it worse, which might have stirred his mind to approve my long request, but then...what the hell?
Tumikhim ako at idiniin ang sarili sa likod niya. He was now driving back into my apartment. I couldn't take my mind off the last topic that lingered in my mind.
My hands were now at the back of his motorbike, balancing myself as my body was a bit reclined, my eyes looking at my crotch pressing against his back.
Nahanap ko ang mga mata niya sa side mirror, tinitingnan ako. Humingos ako para ipakitang nagda-drama pa rin ako kahit panakip-butas nalang iyon sa ginagawa ko.
"Where are you holding? You might fall," sita niya nang mapansin ang ayos ko nang marahan niyang pinatakbo ang motorbike niya.
"Back," I murmured.
He looked at the side mirror again, his intimidating eyes checking on me from time to time, making sure I was there behind him.
I'm actually used to having fubu. I started having one during college when I was so busy and I needed some good fuck. This is...the first time I'll be having a man...
Well, he's quite special now. He has seen me at my lowest. Kailangan ko na talaga itong itumba. Hindi na ako natutuwa na siya lagi ang nasa ibabaw. And I feel like he was looking down on me, mocking me with those eyes of him...
Pagdating sa parking lot ng building ng aking apartment, bumaba rin ako. I took the helmet out of my head as he also took his.
"Do you want to go upstairs for a while?" anyaya ko.
"Sleep early and rest your eyes. Masyado kanang pagod kung aakyat pa ako," aniya sa makahulugang tinig.
I scratched my nape, a bit embarrassed that he's pointing it out. I would really appreciate it if he wouldn't talk about it anymore. Ayos na 'yung naiyak ko mag-isa, o nailabas ko. But talking about it more, I think it's too much.
"I'd text once I'm home," he said gently.
Marahan ang tango ko. Damn...I suddenly forgot how fuck buddies work. But aside from that, I was aching to tell him things I just couldn't say.
Pinaandar niya na ulit ang motorbike niya, handa nang umalis.
"I'll get going."
Tumango ako at namulsa. Sumenyas siyang umakyat na ako kaya hinaplos ko ang batok at tumalikod na, pumapasok na sa building.
I heard the roar of his motorbike leaving. I sighed and shook my head, a bit disappointed in myself that I couldn't even mouth a simple thanks.
Well, we're now fuck buddies. Babawi nalang ako sa performance? I scoffed and smiled to myself when I realized I had my own water now. He willingly shoved himself at me this time.
After a cold bath, I sleepily melted into my warm bed as I reached for my phone to thank him, at least through text.
Nakita ko agad ang text niya. My brow arched as his text looked so simple, yet it strikes intimidation, like his usual demeanor.
Rade:
I got home.
I typed for a reply as I shifted my position, a bit reclining while I rested my head on the two pillows.
Mavric:
Thanks, by the way.
Tinitigan ko ang text ng ilang sigundo at inilagay ang kamay sa likuran para gawing unan ko. Ilang sandali lang, lumabas ang text niya.
