My brother is who from black veil brides?

Chapter 30

A/N: Hello everyone!! Here is the next chapter of this lovely little rewrite of my story. I hope everyone is enjoying this story so far. As always thank you for reading and voting and adding this story to your reading list it really means a lot. Now on with the story.

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Chapter 30

Ry's POV

Kat let me into the room and Cc looked at me and said, "Hey sis, how are you feeling?"

I looked at him and said, "Much better now. I'm sorry that I took off, but a lot of things were going through my mind, but I'm better now."

CC walked over to me and hugged me and said, "Don't you ever take off like that ever again because I was worried about you. Kat almost went on a killing spree. I love you sis and I want you to come to me next time okay."

I smiled and hugged CC and said, "I will. So, I see you two are almost ready to go. So, when do we get some food?"

They laughed and Ash walked over to me and said, "Soon babe soon."

I smiled and hugged Ash and gave him a kiss and said, "Thanks for carrying me up to the room."

"Anytime baby," he said as he kissed me.

"Okay you two, enough of the lovely dovely stuff, "said Kat.

I looked over at her and said, "At least I haven't had sex yet, but I can tell that you two did."

Kat blushed and looked at CC and back at me. I smiled and said, "Yes. Now give me two nephews and one niece. So that way I can spoil the little girl."

CC looked at me and said, "How did you know?"

"CC, she has a six sense to these things," said Kat.

"Yep, so can you two please get to work and give me those kids I requested please," I said.

Ash put his arms around my waste and bent his head down and whispered in my ear and said, "I can give you all the sex you want and all the kids you want."

I blushed when Ash said that and kissed my cheek. I smiled at what he said because I do want kids, but I wasn't sure if I want them right away or if I should wait a little bit. Yet there were other reasons why I wanted to wait to have kids because of my past. I didn't say anything because I know Ash doesn't really like kids but when he said that I was happy that he was thinking about it.

"What did you just say to her to make her blush?" Kat asked.

I looked at her and said, "Nothing Kat."

Then there was a knock on the door and Cc went to answer it and it was Andy along with the rest of the boys, they all walked in, and Andy said, "We're going to go get something to eat first and then sound check, break, and then its show time."

Everyone left the room, but I stopped Ash. When the door was shut, I looked at him and said, "Did you mean what you said?"

He sighed and said, "I don't know. I want you and I want to make you happy. I love you Ry, but I know that you want kids. I'm not sure about kids because I'm always on the road and I know that I'll miss a lot of their first as they grow."

I knew what he meant, and I understand his reasons. I sighed and said, "It's okay. I was just wondering. I love you Ash even though I'm hard to handle from time to time."

Ash pulled me to him and said, "You're not hard to handle. So don't let this worry you. Come on, let's get some food and then go and chill with everyone."

We left the room and went to sound check. After the sound check, Ash walked over to me and kissed me. I smiled and said, "What's up?"

"Nothing, I just have you for one more night and then you're back home. I wish you could stay but I know how much you want to finish your college degree," said Ash.

I sighed and got up and walked away. I walked outside and sat down. I pulled out my cigarettes and lit one up. I took a drag and let it fill my lungs and breath out. I only smoked when I was stressed but I haven't touched one in a year.

"I didn't know you smoked," said Andy as he sat down next to me.

I looked away and said, "I started smoking when I was fourteen. My brother used to give me one when I was stressed out. Before I lit one up, we tried everything else. But nothing works for me. So, I only smoke when I'm stressed or trying to figure things out."

"So, I take it your brother was a good and bad influence on you?" asked Andy.

"Yeah, he was. He let me drive his truck when I was fifteen. When I turned sixteen, I got my permit and then a month later I got my drivers lances. My brother was the best, but then there were times when he couldn't handle me. It got worse a month after I started driving. I had learned that I was adopted, and I wanted to find my real family. My brother got pissed and he couldn't understand why I wanted to know them," I said.

"So, I take it your dad was okay with you trying to find your family?" asked Andy.

"Yeah, he was. He knew that I felt like something was missing. My father was adopted as well, and he found his birth parents, but they weren't the type of people you wanted to hang with unless you wanted drugs. I met them once and they just wanted money and drugs," I told Andy.

"So, what's gotten you stressed out?" Andy asked me.

I sighed and looked at him and said, "I was telling Kat and CC that I wanted two more nephews and one niece that I could spoil. Then Ash said that he would give me sex, kids, and more. I asked him if he really meant that. He told me that we could have all the sex, but he wasn't sure about the kids because he's on tour he would miss a lot of things. I also know that he's a player and I'm worried that something might happen. I can't talk to CC about this, so I was going to keep it to myself."

Andy sighed and said, "Ash has changed a lot since he's met you and you two have been a thing. I believe that he loves you. But give him some time. I know he cares about you because he spent most of the night trying to find you."

"I know and I'm sorry about that," I told him.