chapter 17

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Today is my brother's wedding day. I'm in ate Erica's dressing room, I'm happy for my brother as he find someone. I don't think someone will truly love me. I guess I will old alone.

"you look so beautiful!, no wonder why my brother fell for you" as I said those word it made her blush. She look stunning

"you look beautiful too" he complement back and I gave her a warm smile.
"wag iiyak ha, your make up will be ruined" paalala ko sa kanya. tumango naman sya.

"I won't" nakumbinsi ako sa sinabi nya. Pero hindi talaga maiiwasan ang umiyak sa kasal, because you will live with your love once.

the ceremony begin, they say it's all set up. Ang kulang nalang ay ang bride, Pumunta muna akp sa gawi ni kuya at tinapik ang balikat nya.

"congrats bro" ngumiti naman sya sa akin at akmang guguluhin ang buhok ko ng kaagad akong lumayo.
"wag kang manggugulo ng buhok" saway ko sa kanya.

"the best man isn't here yet-" hindi nya na ituloy dahil may nagsalita na sa likod ko. Bigla akong naestatwa, That voice I know it from his manly voice.

"I'm here..." he said in manly voice. I suddenly stop breathing. That voice, it's very familiar to me. hindi ako nagkakamali na sya talaga yan.

Hindi ako makagalaw, I Inhale a large amount to calm my self. Hindi ito ang gusto kung mangyari ng pagtagpo namin.

"by the way this is archi, the maid of honor" pinakilala ako ni kuya sa kanya. Humarap ako sa kanya na parang normal lang. Na ito ang unang beses naming pagkikita. Nakita ko ang pagdaan ng gulat sa kanyang mata pero madali lamang iyon ng may nakaagaw ng aking pansin.

"papa..." tawag sa kanya ng batang babae. She was 5 years old in my istimate. Then I realize, it was clarice daughter. So they really end up together. Napailing nalang ako sa naisip.

" I got to go kuya," paalam ko kay kuya at hindi binalingan ng tingin ang lalaking nasa harap ko basta nalang akong umalis.

buong seremonya ay wala akong kibo kaya nanibago si mama sa akin.
"Are you okay?" nagaalalang tanong nito.
"yeah I'm okay. " I smile at her to assure her that I am okay. I don't know why I felt this.Baka nanibago ako sa tagal na hindi namin pagkikita.

May kasunod pa ang party, Hindi na sasama si mama dahil pagod ito
I know the party will be wild. All are adults, I don't want to join but ate erica insist that I should be there. I couldn't say no because she's pregnant, I know that she's emotional.

Sa garden I heheld ang party. Marami na ang tao sa garden habang narito parin akp sa kwarto ko habang katawag ang kaibigan ko.

"Sabi ko sayo, destine will fined a way for you" kinikilig na sabi nya. I told her everything even I met Nash. She yell into the phone.

"She has a girlfriend already at may anak pa" paliwanag ko, because she keep on insisting that we are really for each other which I don't believe. it's been a year for fucking sake.

I end the call to get ready for the party, any minutes now it will start. I just wore a off shoulder wine dress and a pair of shoes. I let my hair down while I put a light make up. Lumabas na ako sa kwarto ko at tumungo sa may garden kung saan naroon na silang lahat. Ako lang ata itong late pumunta kahit na malapit lang naman.

Kumuha ako ng wine saka pumunta sa table nila kuya. They were talking to a guess. he was back facing me so I don't see his face. Nang makita ako ni ate erica ay kaagad syang pumunta sa akin.

"thank god hindi ka tinamad mag party" mahina akong natawa sa sinabi ni ate.

"you know naman na hindi ako makakatanggi sa iyo ate eh" saad ko na ikinatawa nya.

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