I walk into the brightly lit great hall. I sit down at the slytherin table with no emotion on my face. I hear the 'golden trio' behind me chatting away. 4 years I've had to deal with this.
Listening to them having fun and going on adventures together, all I'm saying is I wish all those years ago I was kind. Mabye things would be different.
As dumbledore sarts his speech I just sort of zone out. This summer hasn't been good, I clutch my forearm as it starts aching. My farther was always rough on me and I always knew he wanted me to become a death eater and I always knew I didn't want that.
People just expect that I will be one cause of my past family decisions and I'm a slytherin but I wish people wouldn't stereotype me like that. Especially potter. No! What the hell.
"May the feast begin" dumbledore announces to the four houses. I dish some potatoes onto my plate and a bit of meat. I play around with my food for a bit and then just sit. I don't have any freinds (lets just pretend) I always sit byself. In class, the great hall, at brake, at home.
Finally the meal is finished and I go up to the dorms and i dress staight away. The one good think about being in the malfoy family is i get my own dorm and dont have the share.
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I lay and start to think. I love sleeping. Not because I'm tired or I love the feel of comfort in a bed but because it gets me away from the world. Its not unknown that I don't really like life. The thing is there are plenty of reasons why I shouldn't like it.
⚠️TW⚠️
I get abused by my dad, I have scars, I hate eating, I have no one there for me, I'm lonely.
⚠️carry on⚠️
So why do people still dislike me, still hate on me, personally I think it's very unfair. But it's the way it is I guess.
I rest my head on my pillow and slowly drift off thinking of nothing but how the next 2 turms are going to be.
-I know that probably didn't need a trigger warning but just to be safe.
-sorry its a short chapter aswell, they will be longer I just didn't know what to do with this one.
-hope you like it.
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