destroy yourself

saving him

~~~ back to dracos pov ~~~

I lay in bed not knowing what to do. Harrys has to try save me surely. I don't know how im going to get my self out of this.

"DRACO! GET DOWN HERE!"

Oh no

I stubble down stairs not knowing what's going to happen but knowing something bad.

"Yes father"

"You need to make diner. I'm hungry."

I sigh and leave the kitchen without argue.

"Was that a sigh!?"

"No, sorry"

⚠️verbal abuse⚠️
"Listen here you little shit! You are worthless in this world. No one will care for you or love you and I seriously don't want you here."

"Then why did you need me back here!"

I know I shouldn't of raised my voice but I wasn't going to let anyone say that to me and seriously why did he want me back then.

He throws a glass at my and it cuts my cheek and head pretty badly.

"Beacsue your getting the dark mark in 2 days! And don't expect weak, little potter to come help you this time." He laughs in an evil way that scares me.

I start to cry at the pain in my head but also at the thought of getting the mark.

"Leave now! No one wants you!"

I run out the kitchen into my bathroom and look at the cut on my head. I grabs a tissue and amendly put it on my head then grap a big plaster from under the sink.

⚠️over but sh⚠️
I look at myself in the mirror and wipe away my tears but they keep coming out.

No-one wants you, no-one will ever love you

Those sentences keep repeating in my head over and over again till I pick up my ring box. I grab to blades and start to scrap the balde across above my elbow on the inside of my arm.

I was getting so much better but it feels so good.

⚠️carry on⚠️

~~~~~~

The 2 days are the slowest but fastest day if my life and nothing can prepare me for what's about to happen.

"DRACO! ITS TIME"

I freeze. This is it. This is were my life ends. I take a few deep breathes and without a hurry go down stairs.

"Let me introduce you to my lord"

"My lord" I try saying without being sick. I hate this man and I hate my father.

"Come here my dear draco" he tells me in an eery voice.

I don't move.

"Draco! Go!"

"No, i- I- I don't want to!" I raise my voice and my father comes swiftly over here and graps me by the collar of my t-shirt.

"Don't make me tell you again"

I stay still and don't move. He then hit me round the face and I can already feel a bruise. I stay stand up staight though and don't show any emotion so I don't let them now I'm weak.

"I said no"

He latches onto me and I try wriggling out his grip but he's to strong.

"Now master, do it now"

I'm fighting and squirming trying to get out his hold. I finally manage to do it but the my father pulls out his wand and flings me into the air.

I can't move and i start to tear up then all of a sudden I hear the door fling open and sirius's voice telling my father to drop his wand. I drop to the floor like a rag doll and hold my leg that I think is broken.

I scramble to the wall and see remus and sirus there casting spells at voldimort and my father then voldimort just vanishes. He was there a second ago then he wasn't.

My father is finally on the floor and no wand in his hand. They both run over to me and pick me up by my arms. I can't walk on my leg and I shout out in pain.

I don't know what he did to me but it feels like a 100 volts just went staight through me.

"I know it will hurt but the fastest way out is by appropriating." Remus tells me.

I just nod and get ready for the pain i know im about to feel. We get back to there house and I just collapse and scream out in pain. Harry comes sprinting in and helps me up and onto the sofa.

I lay ther for abit and see people trying to talk to me but just hearing a ringing noise in my ear. I close my eyes and go to sleep

~~~~~~

I wake up to harry with his head in his arms and just about resting on the side of the sofa.

"You could of gone to bed you know"

"Draco! Your okay!"

He smiles and kisses me on the forehead. I laugh back at him in a sleepy tone.

"I'm so glad you saved me"

"I'm so glad to. You made me worried sick i- i-"

"You what harry" I say to try encourage him to say something.

"It doesn't matter, all I know is your okay"

I give him a weak smile and close my eyes again.

~~~~~~

"Were taking lucuis to court draco, is that okay"

When sirius says this it's almost unbelievable. He's my father and they want to throw his in jail but he's such a horrible father and he deserves it completely.

"Yes. He deserves every bit of punishment he will get"

"Good! Cause I hated him as a teen aswell"

"Sirius!" Remus elbows him in the side.

"What!? Its true"

"It's fine, I don't care" I reassure them both laughing at the same time.

"So what happened?"

I stop laughing and stare at them. I have a cast on my leg and bandages everywhere and there asking this question. I stay calm though and reply.

"Oh you know the normal. Telling me no one will ever love me or care for me, that he never wanted me and I'm a terrible person, throwing glasses at me, making me do all the work, oh and yah trying to give me the dark mark."

"Draco, your not a bad person, your an amazing young man and you deserve the world. And I'm not just saying that! It's not your fault what happened to you and your safe now. I promise." Harry tells me holding my hand under the table.

I smile at him but still thinking that all my father said said to me is true.

"We all care for you deeply, that's why we're going to lock your dad up forever"

That makes me kinda happier

-1113 words.