My eyes wide open

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While my eyes are wide open,
How could I have become so blind,
my love for you has slowly declined,
My thoughts of you have disappeared into thin air,
As the days go by I wonder why the thoughts of you are always on my mind,
I desire better but my heart doesn't seem to wanna let go,
Time can pass by days to weeks and it will feel like nothing seems to have changed,
As a kid, I always dreamt I would have a forever love like I would read in the fairy tails,
But the type of love from you was toxic,
And my heart was severely abused,
Sometimes my mind gets confused,
Which direction am I supposed to go,
To the left where my love for you resides,
Or to the right where my heart can heal from the pain and death,
My love has died more and more as the time flys,
I will be ok one day I just need time,
Time is something I mention a lot but it's something not all of us get,
Between me and this screen, my thoughts seem to take control of me,
When I am left alone it's just me and my thoughts,
And we have conversations about things that I can repress no longer,
Every heart can be healed if you let it,
To heal is to let go and to let go is to forgive....

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