When I think back in life where does my mind go?
When I think back in life I think of what I used to have,
The love,
The happiness,
The grief,
The depression,
The envy,
The heartache,
The death,
Along with the good the bad and everything in between,
My eyes have witnessed something's I feel it shouldn't have but does that mean they shouldn't see?
My voice has spoke words that I can not take back nor re speak,
My mind has thought things that would really make you cry,
My heart has hurt so hard that you would fall to your knees,
My deepest fears are what truly keep me up at night,
Because the fears I didn't have back then I have now and they don't stop till I'm trembling with fear,
My emotions aren't the same neither what was once sold gold has blacked and turned into pure darkness,
The death of the past haunts me to this day I swear I see every since face of one's I've lost back then and that sends shivers down my spine,
My actions weren't my own tho they belonged to my anger that I had bottled down inside,
Angry at god,
Angry at life,
Angry at myself,
Angry that my life has been hell,
When I do look back I wish some things where different but I know I can't change the past,
My past is a part of what makes me myself now,
Do I have regrets? Yes but don't we all?
I wish things were different,
I wish for love happiness tears of joy and to make my family proud,
And along the way maybe make myself proud as well.
Copyright ©️2023 by Hunter Luis Mylen
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