ideal child | k.bakugo x reader

5

i was seated in my room studying. i really didnt make any new friends in my first week at school. all everyone wanted was to meet my brother or father through me. it saddens me. 

a knock is on my door. i got up and opened it. its fuyumi. "can i come in?" she asked. i nodded. she smiled and closed the door behind her. she's smiling at me, thats something new. infact it makes me feel better. 

"am i interrupting your studies?" fuyumi asked. "...i am done with it" i replied. "good. i have something to talk about with you" she said. 

"i tried talking natsuo into it...but he didnt agree to anything i said" she sighed. "what is it?" i asked. "...you do know...how our family has been fallen apart since years now..." fuyumi said. i dont know where this is leading to. 

"but...recently i have been...visiting mom" she said and my eyes widened. "..." i was speechless. "...how is she?" i asked. "she's doing so much better than last time you saw her" she smiled. 

"...natsuo has also been visiting her...and shoto started visiting her a few months ago..." she said. everyone has been visiting mother. does mother even remember me? will mother even recognize me if i visit her? 

"and dad has been sending out flowers to mother in the hospital" she said. i was even more shocked. the same father that would abuse our mother and our brother?  

"...y/n" she held my hand. i was so confused. "...i believe we can revive this family" she said. "shall we try to do so?" she asked. 

i dont know what to say. my eyes filled up with tears. 

i pulled away my hands. "i thought no one likes me here" i said. "no, thats not the ca-" "you refused to talk to me, onii san doesnt talk to me...shoto...he never does and father doesnt even accept i exist" i said. 

"you all will be happier without me..." i said turning away with tears running down my face. "absolutely not!" she tried to convince me.

"onii san and you got mad at me because i tore the only photo we had of mom along with touya in it..." i said. 

"...we're all over that y/n. we got to meet mother...and we're okay." she said. "what about touya, we cant meet him anymore. that was the only family photo that existed...i tore that, i lost it..." i said. "i dont think i can do it nee san" i said and left my room crying. 

months passed by. i am trying my best in the hero department in shiketsu. i did make a few friends which seem genuine, not for the sake of my brother or father. 

they keep inviting me to go to a mall with them but i keep denying them and i feel bad for that. 

i came back home after a long day. i removed my shoes outside and walked inside. i went inside my room and put my bag down. 

i was going to the restroom when i see fuyumi cooking food. "oh y/n you're back!" fuyumi smiled. "...what are you doing?" i asked. it was way too early to cook food. "oh, shoto and his few friends are interning under dad. so i have asked dad to bring him and his friends over for dinner today" she said. she looks so happy. 

i nodded. "you dont have other plans, do you?" she asked. i shook my head. "then you should join too" she said. i was unsure but i decided i will and i nodded. 

"they will arrive in an hour, maybe you can befriend them too." she said. i have no intentions. i nodded and went to the restroom to clean myself up. 

that whole hour i studied...my mid term examinations are coming up and i have to study for it. 

fuyumi entered my room. she usually knocks. "come on, shoto and his friends are here for dinner" she said. she looked happy. i am glad she's happy. i closed by books and went to the dining room.

shoto was sitting next to a green headed boy, but my eyes turn ahead and i see...bakugo san. friends? he looked at me. he wasnt surprised to see me, but i was. i was seeing him after months. 

"sit down y/n" fuyumi said. i sat down on the empty seat. "good evening, i am izuku midoriya! i am todoroki san's hero course classmate!" the green-headed boy smiled. midoriya san looks like a very cheery person. 

i am glad shoto is making friends. i slightly smiled at midoriya san as he was smiling at me. i looked at bakugo san. he looks so irritated right now. thats his normal face. 

the dinner continued and they all talked, i stayed silent. "ah, this is y/n, she is our youngest sister" fuyumi said. "please have some food now!" she said. everyone dug in the food.

"oh this so so good!" midoriya san said to fuyumi's cooking. it made her really happy. i started to eat too. "she's been doing all the cooking ever since the caretaker has left" natsuo said. "and natsuo helped with some cooking too" fuyumi said. 

"i didnt know that, natsuo. i would like to try some" father said. natsuo doesnt reply to anything. he just gets up and leaves. 

this left some awkward silence in the room. "...sorry about him, he's been like that all day" fuyumi apologized. "y/n is actually training for being a hero too" fuyumi said. she didnt have to bring that up. "oh really? which school are you planning to go?" midoriya san asked. 

"i go to shiketsu high" i replied. "woah, thats a really nice school" midoriya san replied. "it must be really helpful too, you even have todoroki san to help you with your studies" he said. 

i silently nodded and looked down. it was a long awkward dinner. 

finally the dinner was over and i was cleaning up the table along with the others. father was cleaning the dishes. "i'll get it" i said as midoriya san and bakugo san were also helping with the dishes. "a-ah it's alright, we'd like to help after a heartful dinner" midoriya san said. 

i put away rest of the dishes and i came back to take the rest. i heard as fuyumi talked with shoto. "what do you think of dad, shoto?" fuyumi asked. 

"...i cant forgive him so easily for what he has done to mom...she had to endure it...until she couldnt. i think of this scar as being from him. mom has been writing letters talking about how she's trying to overcome it all...and she wants to live with us all. i honestly dont know myself what i want to do yet...i dont know how to feel about that old man-" 

"if you're going to invite people over, dont talk about insensitive subjects!" the door suddenly opened as bakugo san yelled. 

i quickly wiped away the tears that accumulated in my eyes hearing that and walked out of the room. i heard fuyumi apologizing