ideal child | k.bakugo x reader

8

y/n sat in her car as the traffic in front of her was making her late for her work. she checks her mobile for the time. she has some time but she may be late. 

finally the traffic cleared and she reached the place. hawks agency. 

she sat down on her chair. "h/n, hawks had called you in his office" a fellow hero said sitting afar. she nodded and got up to go to hawks cabin. 

she knocked. "come on in" she heard. she entered. "hey. whats up" he said. "you called?" she asked. "oh yes, look at these files. these are some villains that were spotted recently in city center," he said. 

she looked through them. "are they caught?" she asked. "nope." he replied. "so if you get a hold of them, catch em" hawks said. "okay" she nodded. 

she got up to leave. "before you leave, lets have a little talk" hawks said. "what is it?" she asked. 

"it is you whos going to be talking, not me" he said. she was confused. "what do you mean?" she asked. "look, y/n. you have potential. why are you stuck here?" he asked. "...i dont understand" she said. 

"your quirk is as strong as shoto's. you can easily be in the top five. i dont see an effort from your side to be there" he said. 

y/n stayed silent. "you need help with something, you can ask me, your dad, he can even help you more than me-" "i dont need his help" y/n said. 

"then why are you not where your brother is. your quirk is so strong. you dont deserve to be in just the top twenty. you deserve much more" he said. 

"i am totally fine with where i am right now" she said. "no you're not." hawks said. "sit down" he said. she sat down. "its your family conflict, i know i shouldnt get in the way, but i cant watch you struggling" he said. "i am not struggling" she said. 

"if you're not, then why are you not where you're supposed to be? top 5" he said. "i dont want to be" she said. "there's no point in being in the top five" she said. "okay tell me, why did you become a hero?" he asked. 

she stayed silent. "people become heroes to save the civilians." he said. "you're saving them. but you're not ready to face the challenges that'll get you the success you deserve" he said. 

"from tomorrow onward you stop patrolling, i'm sending you on missions. i want you to take over my place when i retire" he said. 

hawks is the number four hero at he moment. who's number one? deku. number two is dynamight. 

number three is shoto. 

ever after her graduation, y/n lost the inspiration to be a hero after no one except her single true companion, katsuki and her sister fuyumi arrived. she despises her father. she has no connection with her family anymore. she doesnt know where her mother is, she doesnt even remember how her mother looks like. 

she knows her eldest brother is still alive, but she has never met him. or knows where he is, how he looks like. 

after graduation, a deep wave of depression hit her. she wouldnt get out of her room for weeks. until she decided she wants to move out of the house so began her work as a hero under hawks agency. 

she lives alone in a house away from her family, close to the agency. she is the number 19 hero of japan. 

y/n turned off the tap, the water stopped pouring in the bathtub. 

without undressing herself she sat in the bathtub. she got herself completely comfortable in the water. her entire body was submerged under the water except her head. she closed her eyes and finally submerged her head inside.