ideal child | k.bakugo x reader

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y/n sat on the couch behind where fuyumi was getting ready in her dress. aggressively tapping her feet and fidgeting with her fingers. 

"nervous to meet mom?" fuyumi asked. "i dont think i want to" y/n said with a shaky voice. "you cant live on your life avoiding your mom" fuyumi said. "...i just dont feel ready" y/n replied. "well natsuo is going to bring her from the hospital, so whenever you gather up the courage, she's gonna be there till everyone leaves" fuyumi said. 

"i cant believe you're actually getting married..." y/n mumbled. "dont worry, i told you i'll always be your sister no matter what" fuyumi said. a knock on the door. "can you get it please?" fuyumi requested. y/n nodded and opened the door. there were two ladies dressed up with flower bouquets. 

"h/n! hello!" the two greeted y/n. y/n nodded. "uhm we're here to meet fuyumi. we're her friends" the two ladies said. y/n let them in and watched as they congratulated fuyumi on getting married. 

y/n decides to leave the dressing room and goes outside in the wedding hall. "hello, you're h/n! you're the bride's sister" a in law family greeted her. "yes, can i help you?" she asked. "oh uhm just huge fans. we love the work you do, and your brother" they said. "...glad to hear" y/n said. "excuse me" she excused herself.  

"y/n" shoto approached y/n. she looked at him. "champagne madam?" a waiter asked. "no" shoto said no for her and the waiter went away. 

"why'd you say no?" y/n asked. "because you shouldnt be drinking" he said. y/n looks at his hand. he has a glass of champagne. "hypocrite" she said. she doesnt drink anyway. 

"nii san is here." he said. "he's sitting in the front row alongside...mom. he'll be with her all times. so if...you want to go meet her, you can go to nii san" he said.  

shoto starts noticing signs of panicking in her. "i wont" she said. "calm down" he said. "i cant..." she mumbled. "she's here in the same hall as me...i cant handle it." she said. she hates it because she feels like she's having a panic attack. 

"come here" shoto holds her hand and takes her to a room for the bride and groom families. "its alright. i told you, take slow steps" shoto said. "i dont want to...i cant...i dont have it in me...i am not ready to face her" y/n said as her voice got heavier and gasping for air. 

"calm down, calm down, here sit down" he said. "you're going to be alright. its...upto you. if you dont meet her, its all upto you" he said. "it'll alright," he said hugging her in an attempt to calm her down. 

although her physical panic may have slowly faded away, her mental panic prevailed. shoto got her some water and calmed her down. "the ceremony is going to start soon. do you want to go now?" he asked. she took a deep breathe and nodded. 

she cant miss a moment of her sister walking down with the same father who neglected them. although he's trying to change. exchanging rings and vows with someone she's happy with. 

they went to the hall after calming down and y/n sat far away from the first row where she can see natsuo. next to him...she can see a lady with long white hair...and she knows who it is. 

she starts fidgeting with her fingers again and nervously tapping her feet. she feels someone sit besides her. its bakugo. "am i late?" he asked. she shook her head. he notices her restlessness. 

"nervous?" he asked. "no" she replied. "you're a bad liar" he said. and finally the moment. the bride, her sister arrives, walking down the aisle with their father. 

this is getting to overwhelming for y/n. she cant contain it in anymore. she feels the tears in her eyes. 

her sister goes up at the stage and the priests says the prayers. they exchange rings and the kiss. 

tears fall of y/n's eyes at the scene. she can see how happy her sister is. she wipes her tears. "here, its clean" bakugo offers his handkerchief. she takes it and wipes her tears. 

y/n feels like having a mental breakdown but this is not the right place. 

as the bride and the groom are leaving for the car, the bride, fuyumi says her good bye's to her family members. she says a goodbye to each of them. fuyumi turns to y/n. "you'll always be my little sister and i am always there for you" she hugged y/n. "good bye" fuyumi smiled. y/n watched as fuyumi got in the car with her newly married husband and leaves.  

by then, half of the guests had started leaving. and y/n has still not met with her mother.  

shoto is going to check upon rei. "are you alright mom?" shoto asks. rei nodded and smiled. "...i am really happy i got to see my...daughters wedding...i cant express how happy i was to see you all..." rei said with tears in her eyes as she smiled. 

"...but i still havent seen y/n, shoto. where is she?" rei asked. shoto looked at her. "she must be around here." shoto said smiling. "i want to meet her shoto, please bring her to me" rei requested. 

shoto nods. "if i find her, i will, dont worry" shoto smiles. "thank you, i cant wait to see her all grown up..." rei says. 

shoto then looks around for y/n. he finds her at the entrance/exit. "y/n" shoto calls out. she looks at him. "i am going home. is there some need of me?" y/n asked. "...no, the workers have it managed. but you're leaving?" he asked. she nodded. 

everyone had left. it was just the family. "mom...wanted to meet you" shoto said. y/n took a deep breathe. "i am too tired for today shoto, i dont have any mental capacity to meet her" she said with her heavy voice. shoto understands her. "okay" he said. 

"how are you going home?" he asked. "cab" she replied. "alright, text me when you get home" he said. she nodded. 

she walked outside the exit and just walked a long way to the parking lot. "y/n!" she heard a voice calling out to her. she looked behind. it was bakugo. "i was looking for you idiot" he said approaching her. 

"you didnt go home?" she asked. "i was waiting for you" he said. "you didnt have to" she said. "i wanted to" he replied. 

he looked at her face. she looked tired and like she was about to break down. "you want to talk?" he asked. she shook her head, with her mental breakdown just loading in. 

"i am here to listen, so if you want to, i'll lend you my ears" he said. just hearing all this makes her even more restless. she tightens her fists till her knuckles turn white showing how much she was holding inside. she looked down hiding the tears.  

bakugo notices it and takes her hand and calms her down. "i'll hear you out" he said. "i...cant do this anymore..." she mumbled as she cried silently. it was one of the moments she desperately wanted to die. 

"i...cant" she cried. bakugo pulled her into his chest comforting her as she continued having her mental breakdown. 

"i just cant hold it inside anymore...seeing nee san get married...being in the same room as my mother...its too much..." she cried. bakugo patted her back comforting her, letting her emotions out. 

as this breakdown continued for another fifteen minutes with them just standing there like that. bakugo silently listened to everything she said without uttering a word and just patted her so she doesnt feel lonely. 

as she finally calms down, she wipes her tears with the handkerchief bakugo had given her wiping away her tears and slightly ruined mascara. bakugo takes off his coat and puts it over her, knowing she might not feel cold but she might feel uncomfortable. 

"cmon, i'll drop you off" he said. "...i'll book a cab" she denied. "no, no, you're coming with me, i wont let you get into a cab like this" he said. he held her hand and walked her to his car opening the door for her. she sat inside. 

he got in too and drove her to her house.