by your side ! [Completed✓]

36.He left

JEEVIKA

I woke up this morning. I looked around and found myself alone in the room. I lifted myself up and went inside the bathroom to finish my morning routine. I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. While I was cooking, Maa came inside the kitchen and asked me with a smile on her face,"Kya ban raha hai,beta".

"Aalu ke parathe", I replied with a smile.

"Hmm.. Arhaan likes it".."By the way, Arhaan message me this morning and told me to inform you that koi urgent meeting aagayi thi uski, he'll return after 2days", I looked up and saw her.

I thought he would have returned in the night itself but this was unexpected from him. I lost my appetite. I went inside my room and sat inside the entire the waiting for a message or call from Arhaan but I received none.

He was angry for real this time. But should understand my side too. I wanted his seeds last night. I wasn't like I was not enjoying us. He always makes sure to satisfy me whenever me make love whether I want it or not.

I was enjoying every bit of last night but when he cummed outside me, it felt like a lost another chance to have a baby and I lashed my anger infront of him. I shouldn't have done that.

The day passed by. The next day everything was same. No calls, no messages. He kept on seeing his last seen on whatapp but it showed of the day, day-before yesterday.

I wanted to talk with him now. I picked my phone and opened it in order to call him.

I dialled his number. Rings started going. Once..twice..thrice..he didn't pick up.

I called him again. He didn't receive. I called him the third time and he picked up after 4-rings.

"Arhaan".

"Hmm"

"Gussa hai aap?"

"Aapko kya lagta hain?"

"Hai.. "

"Kyu hona chaiye?"

I paused. "I'm sorry Arhaan".

"Nahi chaiye aapki sorry, Jeevika."..."Aap chaiye, aap samjhti kyun nahi?"

I wasn't able to form words. I wanted to say something but words didn't came out from my mouth.

"Fir se ignore kar rahin hai aap hume?"..."Khairr kyun call kiya aapne?Kuch kaam tha?"

"I just wanted to know if you're okay", I stuttered and he chuckled.

"I'm fine", he said dryly.

We both were silent for a moment as if we were trying to understand each other's silence.

I broke the pause and said, "Please come back to home".

He hummed. "When will you come?", I asked.

"Soon". Silence again surrounded us and he cut the call after sometime.

Night took over.

I was resting on the bed when the door of my room opened and Arhaan came into my view. Our eyes met.

I lifted my body and sat on the bed. He came and sat beside me.

I shifted near him and kept my head on his shoulder. He caressed my head lightly.

"Did you have your dinner?", I asked.

"No", he replied.

"Change your clothes, I'll bring it here". He nodded and I got down from the bed. He took his clothes from wardrobe and went inside the bathroom.

I came back with a plate of food in my hands and found Arhaan sitting near the balcony's door on the bean bag.

I went towards him and asked him to come on the sofa.

Instead he did the opposite. He held my hand and made me sit on his lap.

He took the plate from my hands and kept it aside. He kept his head on my chest hugging me tightly.

I was caressing his hair with my fingers.

After few minutes we separated our bodies.

I forwarded him the plate of food but he signalled me to feed him from my hand.

I took a bite of food in my hand and forwarded it towards his mouth but he turned my hand towards my mouth. "Pehle aap",he said.

I took the first bite and forwarded him the second bite which he took happily. We ate the food silently. I wiped off his mouth and went outside to keep the plate in the kitchen. I washed my hands and came back inside the room.

Arhaan was resting on the bed. I shut the door behind me and came on bed. As soon as I lay my body down he pulled me closer to him.

He was hugging me from behind and placed his head on the crook of my neck. He kissed there lightly.

Suddenly he said, "Have you stopped loving me, jaan?".

I was shocked by his question.

I turned back towards him. I palmed his cheek and said,"Why would you think so?".

He closed his eyes and said, "I don't feel it anymore. Your love towards me. I don't feel it.".

"You're wrong then", I whispered slowly. He opened his eyes and held my hand. He placed a kiss on my palm which was holding his cheek seconds ago.

He hugged me more tightly. We remained silent. I was almost sleepy when I heard, "I can't live without you, don't ever stop loving me jaan".