Trapped inside a Thunderstorm

Escape!

Waiting was not hard at all since I was not tired and even if I was tired, I couldn't sleep at all. The dread around me was way too large to get my eyes shut. Winter was one of the people who would inevitable follow Ivonne and then be my doom. So being around Winter made me feel as if he was already chocking me. Just breathing alone was hard around this guy normally since I needed to be careful with everything I was saying. Just one thing, one word, one action and it would be over.

I have to get out of here before he would kill me...

I just need to get out!

This is inanse!

I can't stick being in here...

No...

I have to escape!

I was sleeping in a room together with some kids since he said he didn't had any empty and clean room and I told him I wouldn't mind since this was putting my mind a bit more at ease. After all, I was not alone this way but would be otherwise. Just being alone meant that he could get me a lot more easier than like this.

Well anyways, when I heard a lot of snorring going on, I slowly stood up and started to walk away from these children and started to look for a way out. I knew this place since I was here once but that was about it. Who knows where to go anyways... all I knew was that I had to get out no matter what and that didn't had a time limit. Yet for some reasons I easily found my way out of there and found myself in the room where Winter would have his clients. This was not how we got into the room since Winter himself was a noble man. He had his own mansion and everything so how exactly did I end up here? Fate? Or maybe this was just a fixed pathway which I followed since it looked familiar. 

Ah who cares!

When I got out of there, I felt a bit more relieved and I felt more at ease. It didn't mean that I was feeling a lot better but I was feeling somewhat better. I was still all alone and there was nothing I could do after all... Perhapse now was a good time to say that I was actually heading towards my own end.

Villains are destined to die,...... who knows... maybe this was the truth...

For me it was not!

It was my very own choice since I didn't see any way out anymore.

If I stick with Winter than something would happen for sure.

If I stick with my family, Derrick and Reynold then something worse would happen and I know this.

Eckless was no option at all since he betrayed me. I threw all my chances at this card and lost. Now there was no turning back anymore....

Then there was his highness which was the least favorite card I had since he was not out for love and would throw me away the moment he wouldn't be able to benefit from me anymore... this was how I saw that man.

Anyways, I was in this room looking around if there was something I could take like a cape or a robe but to no avail at all. There was one door and one window. Since we were on the ground floor, I headed over to the window instead the door. My thought was that Winter could have actually boogie trapped the door with a spell but the window was sure a different story. 

Once I got there, I opened it, jumped out and started running without even thinking twice.

What now?

Where do I go?

I am all alone!

No one trusts me!

No one believes me!

I don't have a home!

Everyone knows my face as well...

No one would take me in... they will all betray me!

They will all be after my head!

I am scared!

What should I do?

They threw me away....

These thoughts were circeling round and round and round. It was as if there was just one track of thoughts that I could have and these were it. I don't know when but I stopped looking at a church. There was perhapse a salvation up there.... the tower to the bell was after all quite high and not only that but it seemed as if this bell tower was calling for me.

Maybe I could see the sunrise one last time....