I really hated everything right now but nothing I could do abut it. I decided to jump and I failed. Well how should I have known that I would fail this badly? HOW? There was no way I would have been able to know this!
Stupid world!
Idiots of brothers!
A lunatic crown prince!
An insane wizard!
And a fucking guard who betrayed me.... great... just great!
Some may say that I was rushing towards the praying desk and the window there but honestly I just wanted to be alone. Even if I was gonna sit in there and think about what next, no one would leave it be. I after all got to the tower without anyone noticing prior too. Of course no one was about to leave me be alone in here right now. Still my brothers came running inside the building and Eckless was with them. Winter and Calisto seemed to have decided it would be better not to get inside and I was grateful for this.
Derrick: Penelope....
Me: Leave.....
Reynold: Leave? Is this all you can say right now after you did that?
They were seeing my back as was definitely not about to look at them. How could I? I hated them all. It was them who abandoned me and no one else. Though as much as I hated them, I was more afraid and scared of each one of these people in front of me.
Me: JUST LEAVE ME BE!
Derrick: Penelope, please....
Me: WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME!
Reynold: So that you can offer yourself again?
Derrick: What he wants to say is that we care for you.
Me: Now you care? Don't joke with me! You are happy that Ivonne is back and I am imprissoned in the mansion! What you wanna say, that you care for me only now? What about all these years? Reynold, they treat me like dirt because of you! You framed me back then and treated me like this so everyone decided to join. AND Derrick, you told me to live like a damn rat.
It was only now that I turned around once again after seeing them entering. There was Eckless who looked quite shocked but he had this... this.... this gaze.... it was full of pity and nothing else. I hated it. I hated all of it. This situation, these people, everything right now.
Me: And you Eckles.... I trusted you, brought you into the mansion, I put my faith in you with good intentions as I was treated as bad as you and out of all of them... you are the one who brought my doom.
Maybe I shouldn't have said this but right now, I didn't care at all. I felt empty but for some reasons there were tears flowing down my checks. No one could understand what I was refearing with doom but I knew it. It meant death. Eckles had just announced my death when he brought back Ivonne. I would be the villain and no one would do anything about this.
Me: I am the fake after all and everyone knows it. You think they will treat me like before? HAH! Look at the duke who had imprissoned me and put guards in front of my door. Look at my brothers and everyone else who left me alone because there was a girl who was in fact the real Ivonne. Now would you all treat me lilke a sister? Like a person after all this years of abuse? HAHhahahaha don't joke around with me.
For some reasons I was smiling at them till the end. I was just soo tired of everything and I couldn't stand it anymore at all. Now that I had said everything that I wanted to, I felt a bit better. Still horrible but telling them the truth felt good.
Derrick: We will work this out. Come back with us.
Me: *sigh* As if I had a choice with all the guards around this church.....
No escape out of here, that much was for sure and I was not a fighter as well. So I decided to finally approach Derrick as well as Reynold with a stern look in my face and stopped only about 2 or maybe 3 steps away from them.
Reynold: Penelope.... We-
Me: Stop it! I know my place so I will come back with you but to make one thing clear.... I hate all of you and the mansion. I hate everything.
This was indeed all I said before I walked past them out of the church. To my surprise Callisto as well as Winter were now standing in front of the door too. No words, nothing at all just a cold lifeless gaze was all I could give them. I had enough of everything and I knew that it would only get worse from here on out.
Eckless: My Lady!
I left Eckless running after me to catch up to my side like a good dog. No, no dog but a rabid infested beast biting his owner. My brothers would certainly also follow me close by too but all I could think about was escape from here and all of them. The closest I could think about was the Eckhart Carriage they had certainly already called to pick me up and there was indeed one waiting for us. Getting inside there all alone, was the best course of action right now. Everyone was ticking me off and this quietnesses was actually well welcomed.
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Trapped inside a Thunderstorm
FanfictionRun or Stay? Quite the question to think about especially since there was no way of running. The situation became worse as Penelope had finally met Ivonne. Betrayed by Eckless and her whole family, Penelope started to lose her footing. There was no...
