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October 18th:

-Billie's pov- 

Life has been pretty good lately. I did fuck up when I didn't validate Lisa's feelings, though. What she told me about the rape she experienced shocked me a lot. I don't know; I've seriously been affected by it. 

That was also the reason why we didn't fuck ever since she told me. I didn't even want to try to initiate it. I mean, I was dtf, but I wanted her to feel good about it and not overwhelmed.

I just hoped she would be in the mood soon because I was starting to miss her like that. 

But the following days were gonna be family time 'cause my parents, Finn and Claudia, were flying in. The main reason was for Finn and me to continue working on my album, but I also missed my parents. I couldn't just hop in the car to go see my mom, who lived only 20 minutes away in L.A. That sucked, I kinda got used to it by now but still. 

I prepared the two guest bedrooms in the house and went grocery shopping to restock everything. I was intimidated because I'd have to serve them food for their stay at least a few times, and I wasn't the best cook. 

My parents would only stay four nights, but Finn and Claudia would stay for over a week. I knew that would also be an intense time work-wise, so I was stressed about the whole situation. 

After finishing all the chores, I plumped on the couch and cuddled up with Shark. I was so glad to have him, man. 

I then texted Lisa because she had kind of stopped texting me like she always did. She usually texted me about every minor thing happening throughout her day, but now she never did anymore.

 She usually texted me about every minor thing happening throughout her day, but now she never did anymore

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