I feel trapped
Like I have to hide my feelings
Hide the scars
Hide the pain
Hide the desperate cry for help
I have to hide why I hurt
I have to hide the reasons I'm not ok
I have to stay hidden in the shadows
The shadows of the lies I tell
I'm fine
Nothings wrong
It's just a bad dream
The truth is
I'm not okay
It hurts
I feel alone
It's not just a dream
It's the reality
It's this life
I premised not to cut...
I've came close
I promised not to hurt myself
That's harder to keep
My family
My friends
My love
My lost
My pain
My hurt
My heart
What more must I hide?
Do I have to remain hidden myself?
YOU ARE READING
Do you even know?
PoetryDoes anyone know the feeling that no one knows you? That you always put on such a good act that people can never tell if you are okay or not?
