Underneath the stars tonight
I feel the love in the air
With the moon as my only light
I understand why you don't care
My true form out in the open
A hideous sight it must be
One that is described by Tolkien
I understand why you would leave
All my faults
All my flaws
They tell you who I am
All my weaknesses
Show because the moons over head
The summers suns
The autumns moons
They shine just as bright
But only one will show you who I am tonight
The golden band that I always wear
Is just a symbol of my sin
The black band I always wear
Is a sign that you must leave
My eyes are red
And the moon brings them out
The thing shining over head
Will always bring me down
A demon I am called
But I'm something others don't see
My true form is not the
Monster I am made out to be
As the sun sits
I must hide
For no one wants me
When I cry
The tears from my eyes
Are none more then just that
They are spilled for my lies
And are captured for others wrath
In mirrors I am invisible
In the moon light I am seen
For none is more terrifying
Then how others see me
I am a problem
Not one Gandalf could ever fix
Nothing could solve them
The mysteries why I'm like this
I live for one reason
One reason alone
I am alive for one purpose
For others to roam
The evils upon me
Are none I could fix
Not even managed
With a cut on my writs
My blood is not pure
One that has been spilled
My heart is not cured
It will never be healed
So, alone I wonder the forest at night
The only place I can call home
I hunt around for another to bight
I'm meant to be forever alone
YOU ARE READING
Do you even know?
PoetryDoes anyone know the feeling that no one knows you? That you always put on such a good act that people can never tell if you are okay or not?