Filled with kids rushing to and from classes
The halls are never bare, not even during masses
The work is thrown at them
The stress stays with them
When is this due?
How well did I do?
Grades always matter
Questions in my head
Would I like I leave or stay?
Wondering where I want my bed
I don't want to leave him stray
The love I had was broken again
The person had left as if I had sinned
The new person I have may never know
Never know I might just leave
He may never know that I love him like I do
Yes, like a brother, something new
Every one leaves he told me
No one stays I told him
I cling to him as if I'm scared
But I can't stand it here any longer
Three years almost
That's not a success
Jr. year, should I leave?
I'm at a great school,
I have friends
But my home life if far from what helps me anymore
It doesn't allow me to breathe
It causes me to always hold my breath
Watching and waiting as if I was the predator
I'm tired of living this way
Hiding in my own home
Hiding from the people I know
I should ask
Can I leave?
Will I be able to part with my friends and move two hours away
Just to be happy for a little while
Or will I stay and suffer two maybe three more years just to reconcile?
I don't know what to choose
Either way I have so much to loose.
YOU ARE READING
Do you even know?
PoetryDoes anyone know the feeling that no one knows you? That you always put on such a good act that people can never tell if you are okay or not?
