He's back
My fallen angel I guess you could call him
He's more broken then he was before he left
I've seen the tears in his eyes
The expressions remembering the few months before we broke up
You'd think I'd be hurt more
But, no.
He's broken
He's scared
He's worried
He's honest
He's back
I think I'll date him again,
Hurt me once shame on you
Hurt me twice shame on me
If this goes to hell again,
It's gonna be my fault
But I'm okay with that.
Before he came back,
I hurt everyday,
I beat myself up,
Telling myself how stupid I was
Hurting myself because I thought it was my fault
When in reality it was his fault
Not mine
But, that doesn't mean that I didn't play a part
But, the past is in the past
What matters now is the future
What matters now is how we go from this day on
It's actually kinda hard to tell my friends
Only because I'm scared of the reaction....
YOU ARE READING
Do you even know?
PoesíaDoes anyone know the feeling that no one knows you? That you always put on such a good act that people can never tell if you are okay or not?