Which is what I want more?
Will I get where I need if I choose either one?
Which one is more important to me.....
That's the biggest question...
Trying to hold on one more year
Hoping to not leave myself in worst shape then I already am
Asking to see if something else can be arranged
Having the best of both escaping and living my life
Asking to move in with family
Hoping history won't repeat itself... again
Music is my passion
Band is my family
Or I like to think so
Home is living hell
I can no longer find peace
Each day gets worst
Mentally I can't handle it any more
It's never been this bad...
Staying at the home where I will be mentally unstable
Finding a different option to still be at my school will be almost impossible
Asking to move home may be the worst decision I make
And it wouldn't really be home... It would be a fresh start that I'm not sure if I want or not....
YOU ARE READING
Do you even know?
PoetryDoes anyone know the feeling that no one knows you? That you always put on such a good act that people can never tell if you are okay or not?
