I gave into the temptation again
The temptation that hurts others
Every scar left it's another person I hurt
But why?
Why couldn't I stay strong?
When I started I felt refreshed
As if the pain has vanished for that moment
As if nothing mattered
But the after math is the bad part
It's the realization that morning
The realization that I hurt people
Why must I be so week?
I was doing well
Being clean for almost a month
But, I have to start all over again
Why can't I just stay strong and resist?
I'm sorry I'm not that strong
I can feel the disappointment
I can feel the anger people would have if they knew
I'm sorry I gave in again
YOU ARE READING
Do you even know?
PoetryDoes anyone know the feeling that no one knows you? That you always put on such a good act that people can never tell if you are okay or not?
