You know you need help when you begin to plan
Writing letters to loved ones to explain
Finding ways to go about it
You know you need help when you can find almost nothing to smile for
When you begin stashing pills you're supposed to take
Thinking that's a way...
The letters
The pills
The cuts
The pain
You know you need help when you're desperate for a way out
Never knowing who might leave you next.
When you're scared to get close to people you care about because you don't want to hurt them
You don't want to see fear in their eyes
You don't want to hear the pain in their voice
You don't want to feel the aura of there disappointment
But what if those people you're scared to hurt are the only ones to save you?
YOU ARE READING
Do you even know?
PoesieDoes anyone know the feeling that no one knows you? That you always put on such a good act that people can never tell if you are okay or not?