Unconditional Events \ Chanlix

Stupid sense

Part 5

Ji was not only shocked but he lost the chips he was eating.

-What do u mean u kissed him? He is your brother, man.

-I know but he wanted me to tech him to how to do it and he was drunk and I was tipsy and I dared him to show me he learned it well and somehow I didn't.

-Omg, u bi bitch, I never knew.

I groaned hitting hi ma little as eh hissed in light pain winking to me.

-And how was it? How did u feel?

-I don't know, I mean, I can't express what I felt at all.

-Did u like it dude?

He said moving closer.

-I mean, it was different in means of kissing.

-Tell me what was different.

-That's the crazy part, I mean it started inside me something, I mean I could feel every thing I did and I scares me, I felt his under lips and the way he did it so lightly, I mean I don't know, shit, it's bad and he is scared of me now. He ran away.

-Wow, Mister Bang Chan liked to kiss a boy, and nothing died today, I am impressed.

-Stop this, JI, I mean I don't know what to do, he is my brother.

-I know, and that's the biggest issue here but I always told u both of u look like different people at all, there is nothing similar in u, are u sure, he is u brother at all.

-Why shouldn't he be, I remember him all my life.

I signed taking the Pepsi back as he looked at my features being devastated.

-U look lost, first u have to define the feelings u have for him. Then look for the family tree bro, cause u look like like black and white spots and I think there is something u parents don't tell u. 2 years difference u have, right, many things may happened.

-I mean it's not normal for sure. We are brother but why is it so bad, also my parents crossed the line again. Lix got beaten up for my beer I Brough and she didn't even believe me when I told it's mine and I feel guilty now.

-When did u become such a good brother and started carrying about him? U always bullied him too.

Ji said and the wild truth hit me cause he was right, I wasn't good to him for sure, I was joking hard and our relations were quite a thing for a while, how am I supposed to have his trust in me and even after I kissed him. I am so messed up.

I took another snack bag trying to cover the anxiety with something tasty as I saw the Binnie going inside with a Cola bottle as he jumped on bed hugging the pillow there. He looked happy.

-The face? U talked to him?

He nodded smiling even more.

I looked at Binnie as he finally admitted to be bi, after years of pressure his parents gave up on trials as he used to argue with them most of the time he stood his ground up and now, he officially got with the hot boy of the school in relationship, though, they are hiding it yet as Hyunjin said he is still not comfortable with sharing it out.

Classic Hyunjin, he is like that with every relationship he had before, so Binnie respected the idea and they just got on some dates out discovering each other.

-Lisa?

He turned to me, looking with big eyes.

-I meet with her tonight.