They were brothers all their life, what if a single impulsive mistake can change everything?
The thoughts about the forbidden feelings eating both alive, completely different in nature brothers with different beliefs and mindset face the hardest an...
I just bumped onto the wall as Chan left the house and the parent's shock was written all over the face. The last words he said cut me through and through, how was that possible.
-How?
I asked looking at them as mother came up closer.
-U see, when we met we had kids and we decided to just not tell u so, u won't feel u aren't brothers.
-No.
I said as i shrugged the words from them as father just sat in the kitchen opening some alcohol bottle. I jumped from the wall running upstairs, I wanted to be alone. Now I got why Chan behaved like that.
-Felix, wait!
My mother called but I had no intention to listen more. I jumped in bed going under the blankets. I hid in my space. The little space I hid from anyone. As I burst in tears now getting the whole stupidity of the situation.
Chan left me alone with them. He one too his mother, so that meant it was my mother but father was Chan's. God, I hated it all.
-Channie, whai di-d u leffty me?
I chocked in my little space I hated completely, under big stress of pressure I was in it lost for hours that's why I would go silent and just stay calm. I wold ignore my brother, as he used to joke but I didn't let him know, it was stupid, who would love small, little Felix?
No-one.
I curled up in a ball size shaped making myself sleep, hoping to wake up big again.
The next morning I work up little again as I hardly could put myself together , messy hair and the jeans that I was able to fit in with some first T-shirt I could get out of the wardrobe.
It was a mess as I put book not getting which I had actually to put there. I skipped breakfast rushing to school, I ignored parents and I was lucky they though I was angry at them, so I got a lift by mother complaining of my silence so I could rush to school and the worst thing was the whole day ahead was mine situation, I need to get through classes in that little space that was of a 5 year old kid.
I came to In who greeted me as I looked worried.
-How are u Lix?
-I am scared of classes.
-Why?
He looked at me judging the whole state of mine as his eyes went wide.
-Felix? Did u get out of the house blind? What's on u?
-I tried my best.
I said with a soft voice of the kid tugging the corner of the t-shirt.
He got it all at once, he was the only person who knew the thing wit my space.
-Shit, u are little, right?
I nodded as he pulled me to the toilets into a stall.
-Sit here and wait.
Chan's POV
I woke up to the smell of the coffee and pancakes as my mother was cooking something. I went to the kitchen to meet he sweet smile as I sat there as she proudly watched my motions.
-Hard night?
-More of a sleepless. I was thinking a lot.
-Are u worried about u parents?
She asked placing the cup in front of me. It felt like at home, so cosy.
-No, I don't care about them much, it's just my brother, he is very sensitive and I left him out there alone with them.
-They will help him get over it.
She said as I choked on the water I had in the mouth.
-Hardly, ever they helped. I hope he will get better and he is only concern I have in that house. He was pressed by my father a lot, he is very tender personality.
-U are protective.
She smiled.
-Only if it's important to me.
I said as I attacked the breakfast eating it all. It was incredible and delicious.
-I was thinking of getting us better flat, what do u think?
She smiled sitting down with me.
-But I can't afford, Channie. I am sorry.
-I can. My scholarship id huge and I get the payments on my card from parents, we can use that to get something closer Ito centre and better for u job.
She was worried to get help.
I felt that as I smiled taking her hand into mine.
-I want to make u life better and it wil take time for sure, I want u to feel that u have me and I am going to take care for sure.
I stood up rushing to take the bags as I was going on training at school.
I took her to work driving to my school as I saw the trainer rushing me to join the training.
I changed into the form as the doors slammed open and IN rushed inside looking for someone.
-Chan, I need u!
I turned coming closer as trainer looked at us both.
-Felix, he is feeling himself bad.
He said as i got up at once rushing to him.
-Can I coach?
-Sure, u will get later back more training for u.
I nodded going with him.
-What happened?
I asked as we went through the hallways of empty school as classes started.
-Felix, he is really bad, I don't know what happened at home but he is like really bad.
-Can u explain what's wrong?
I asked as it got weird as we entered the toilets.
-I think he didn't tell u, and it's better u know it on u eyes.
He said as he opened the seal as there was Felix looking like a complete mess sucking on his thumb and looking at both of us with the doe eyes.
I opened my mouth seeing the stage of something.
-Felix? What happened?
I looked as I kneeled down in front of him.
-IN?
-He is little, like really little.
I was even more speechless looking at complete baby in front of me.
-Lixie?
He looked at me tilting his head.
-Channie, are u angry?
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