Unconditional Events \ Chanlix

Unconditional meaning

He let me go but still sat on the floor starring at me as I gulped the pain down inside accepting the situation as it is.

The hands fell on the sides as I whimpered in the long year pain I had collected in my head, it was awful.

I broke up completely.

-Felix, u have no idea what are u asking me, it's hard for me to express the feelings after everything what happened and there is no doubt how much in love I am with you.

It scares me sometimes the power u small boy has over me, it's just too complex to deny to myself, I tried to like to myself for years and pretend it was the mistake or the unconditional thing to happen but it never left the body, I tried another relationships and tried to move on and it felt right but the time I saw u again it was just the understanding how easily you stole my heart and kept it until now. It was my mistake of not telling u about the parents and other things I just had no other solution in my head and I just prayed u will be happy without me.

-Would u keep it inside if I was all moved on?

-Yes, I would and it will die with me, but I just can't explain and it will be foolish just to pretend any longer.

I wiped the tears going off my face constantly.

-I hate myself for being so ignorant while u were shouting for me and for leaving u alone, I regret every single bit of it.

He placed his hand on my cheek caressing me as I leaned in falling into his body just slamming the whole piece onto him as he held me tightly.

I cried harder.

-What about u boyfriend?

-We talked it out and decided to break up, it's alright.

I hid inside of his warm welcoming body clinging to him harder my face was inside his chest and he held me tenderly with a light pressure, his heart beat was making the records, I giggled.

-I am so nervous when I am around u, Felix, u become so pretty it's just making me more proud of u, baby.

I giggled again.

-U likeeee Lixie?

The finger went inside the mouth of mine as the small one revealed himself.

He smiled taking the whole body closer and now I was in his arms as he lifted me up taking to the bedroom as he place himself and me onto it.

-So, how are u baby?

He asked as I played with the buttons on his shirt as he looking with such adorable look on him.

-I am goodie, bu-ut Lixiee-ee is sadd, he is talking about the ache in his heart a lott-tt.

The smile appeared on his face as he leaned in kissing the forehead of mine.

-Will u nap for me?

-Only with da-da.

-Me?

-Yes.

-Okay, I am staying.

He pulled the blanket over covering me as he hugged me and I his myself inside of the body purring into a sleep.

The next thing I am opening my eyes as the warm body is near me as I look into his face as he sleeps near me as I try to escape as fast as I could but a strong arm of his pushes me back as I fall onto him bumping into his chest as he smiled.

-The little one is still here?

He asked as I blushed.

-Did he say something weird?

-Nah, he is cute.

-When I feel stress he comes back but rarely these days.

-I like him.

-Oh u have a daddy kink, mister Bang?

I smirk as he pulls me closer to whisper.

-U have mo idea how much.

I giggled as we meet with our smiles kissing each other.

It's the one we used to share in the past. It's perfect.

It's sweet and deep as I feel his hands discovering my curved shamelessly.

-I have a fashion week in 5 days, I will go to Milan, I want u to move in with me.

He gasps as he looks at me with the shocked face.

-Are u sure?

-Yes, I waited too long to not have u near, I need my years to be brought back.

-U were little. Lix.

-I don't fucking care, I need u, Chan, so much.

-Baby, I prayed for these days to come.

-The let's not waste more time.

-I have so many things I want to do with u.

He smirks and I hit him.

-I know u have the dreams of fucking me in every single possible position and place but u have to be patient baby, with u enthusiasm u will make me pregnant.

-Felix, be careful what u say.

-Are u a danger to hold in the sweets talks, mister?

-If I am?

-Then catch me and teach me a lesson.

I giggled jumping of the the bed running to the other room as I heard some gasp and a loud jump as he followed.

-U will have to answer for u words, Bang Felix.

-Or it will be my pleasure.

As I showed him the tongue throwing the rest of the clothes of me as I exposed the whole body to him as his hungry eyes just glued to me and there was no turning back point for this man in this life.

"I never thought my life would finally go back to the point when I was truly happy. It felt so strange to be where u want to be and belong. I learned a lot of things with him together and it was my time to gain control of my decisions and move onto the next part of my life.

I always liked the truly cold heart of mine giving me strength to make right decisions but his warmness just proved to melt it deeply through the love of his.

I was young and inexperienced and I can't blame myself for the love that was pure and unconditional. I grew myself and will continue to fight until my heart is right there were it belongs to.

It's a truly unconditional events, right?"

The End

P.S. I should have made it differently, so Felix would give 5 days to Chan to think and leave for fashion week and it will make them go separate ways again until Chan would realise he can't be without him, so they would be lovers but it just felt right to them finally communicate normally and bring everything to logical ending...i will be back with another one Chanlix story soon)...give mama time to rest) 

love ya!