Unconditional Events \ Chanlix

Influential

Felix's POV

I woke the next morning trying to understand where was I as my manager was hitting on the doors, the poor man was trying his best to be a good one but I used the nerves of his till the dead end as he opened with his keys finding me on the bed in the clothes from the last night as I was sleeping as I got a light pat as he tried to get me up.

-Felix, u will be late for the shoot.

-5 more minutes.

I asked begging as he was trying to be more strict as I slowly sat up.

-U club always ends like this, chose the days u have free schedule or I will be roasted again.

-Sure thing.

I blabbered as he looked at my miserable face a is slowly went to the shower to wash out the yesterday's events.

When the Image of the Chan appeared, he became even more hot, the big muscles of his in a formal suit were amazing as I never saw him like that before, he used to wear some hoodies and nothing like that.

I guess the new image did the job, his boyfriend was pretty, the neat boy in a cool outlook with innocent smile, nothing like me anymore, spoiled brat I was right now.

-I am coming.

I shouted as I was given a pill and water to drink, he was my life saving person sometimes.

We rushed by his car to the studio for the Elly cover the next months as I posed as always, the glittering make up was incredible as I did all the things fats and easy, there was no sense of mine non professionalism as the people smiled to me all the time, the angel face attracted others, whole mine whore behaviour was a secret life I was leading.

-U are free, we finished.

The main manager said as I left for the dinner leaving for myself the whole week before the next fashion event in Paris as I was having time to diet and train more as I was going through the street in the black shirt and trousers with the light make up they left on me as I got a call.

-IN wait a second.

I said to the phone as I ordered soem coffee to drink, I got used to drinking it as I just won't survive the mornings and dinner time without them.

-I am listening, what's going on?

-The thing, is that Chan called me.

I gulped the salvia sitting at the table as coffee was placed in front of me as I thanked the woman bringing me the thing.

The ideally fixed hair with pins was by the ear as I sipped the coffee.

-Talk.

I said as he continued.

-He asked for u address.

-I hope u didn't tell him, right?

The silence answered the whole bunch of questions I needed to know right now.

-U did, shit.

I said as he was silent still like he felt the trouble was coming.

-He said he lost u contact and wanted to talk and I kinda couldn't just say no, u know.

-I got u, I know, okay, alright.

-Is everything okay?

He asked as I bumped the head on the table causing the loud bang as he felt the trembling voice of mine.

-No, IN nothing is okay.

-I can't come over but I have some free time talk to me.

-I met him in the club yesterday.

-And?

-We had a fight, kinda of a fight, I guess. I don't know, I guess I was rude, but he deserved it all. He hit the man I was planning to sleep with.

-What? Are u kidding?

-I wish.

I said as mu head was still on the table as I played with the cup as I felt the wrong coming events of the day.

-U have to tell me everything, I am coming tonight to sleep over to u, alright?

-I was planned to get wasted and have a fuck.

-Gosh man, I am coming tonight and we spend the time eating my mom's food or I beat u ass up.

-Mom's food, God I missed it so much.

I said smiling as the cup was finished.

-She misses u too, u should come over.

-I want to, I will find the time the next week.

I signed as he smiled in the phone.

-U mom?

-I was ignoring the whole thing for year u know right, I can't talk to them, they are just the part of the life I am dreaming to forget.

-Little side?

I signed biting the lip hard as I felt the sharp pain. I ignored the question of his pretending to talk to someone in the cafe.

I did't want to lie to my only friend. I was still having the whole thing there and back. When I was super stressed it will go down. Last weeks it was better I wasn't having anything but I was traumatised.

-Okay, I will come over and we will talk.

He said as we ended the call as I pushed my hand on the palm looking in the window of the small coffee shop where I was sitting.

I was already recognisable and some people would stop to ask for picture of signature but it was calmer in Sydney than it was I the Seoul, so I loved it like that.

The grim memories where coming to me as I reminded the incident of the man with whom I fucked as my little me coming and the disgusted face he had, the "freak" I was called as he left me there in the hotel room running from the hysterical child I was. The tears I dropped there, I don't remember how I managed to get myself together, I was happy it happened abroad, so I could forget and let it lose, but the sadness that I was ashamed of this side of mine, I was beating myself up for it, and the child was miserable for sure.

I hope I could someday let it lose.

I said smiling sadly as some little girl waved to me from the side of the street as I waved her back.

I took the bag going back to my flat that was just 5 minutes from the place.

I went into the elevator pressing the 53rd floor as it was the tall building. The door unlocked as the door of my flat was just to the right as I took the keys out pressing the card.

-Felix!

The voice I would never mix with other one was there, Bang Chan was it.

I turned seeing the man sitting o the stairs as he was just in front of me as he jumped up. The casual style suited him a lot as our gazes met.

I signed. 

P.S. The next update is tomorrow).