Unconditional Events \ Chanlix

Space we need

Part 16

He asked with a sweet child voice as I was even more taken aback.

-How do u know he is in little space?

I asked as IN pushed himself on the wall.

-He was several times like that in front of me but not in school, this is crazy, he is stressed Felix, I have no idea what to do.

-Okay, thanks, I will take him home. Go study!

I ordered and he left slowly aware of leaving me with him or not.

-Felix, look at me!

He sucked so sweetly on the thumb as I took it out taking his face into the hands.

-Channnnnie is angry at me, rightttt?

-No, I am not, I am angry at out parents but not u! Come here.

I took him as he calmly landed on my knee curling in my hands pressing himself to the body of mine seeking for warmness, I caressed his hair.

-U will go home right?

-Will Cahnnie go with me?

-Yes I will, sure thing. Baby wait a second.

I opened phone writing a message as I asked Han to cover for me as I took him to my changing room to take things as we left into my car as I was driving home.

He was calm as I held his arm and he got nervous when I let it go.

I smiled as he looked like a completely baby.

-Did u eat?

-No, I didn't I was scared my parents will figure it out and I left earlier.

-Okay, I will make something for u. What do u want?

-Waffles and milk, chocolate one.

He mumbled and I smiled to him.

We entered the house that was empty as he jumped on the sofa as I started cooking as he was near me clinging all the time to me.

-Channie, do u love me?

-Of course I do.

I smiled as he giggled hiding his face.

-I though u hated me.

-No way, never even think of that, Lixie.

I said as he moved closer to my leg plying with my shorts.

As I finished he was more clingy and I had to feed him myself, I got a child at 20, nice.

I smiled giving him the bottle with the milk as he happily wiggled on the sofa until I stuck on more waffle into him.

He opened his arm wanting a hug as I placed the plate moving to him as he climbed me dittoing on me as his head fell on my shoulders.

-U know, I was so scared yesterday that u left, and I thou u wil not come back.

He mumbled and I hoped it was an old Felix back but by his motions he was still a child.

-Wanna sleep, baby?

I asked as he looked at me with heavy eyes.

-Only if u will be near.

-I will.

I picked him up as his legs were wrapped sound my waist as I went upstairs and opened his room going inside. I took his shoes off making him change into pyjamas as he didn't fight much as he climbed under blanket as I jumped in wrapping my arms around his small body as he pushed himself closer rolling into my chest as he softly sobbed almost immediately falling asleep.

I waited some more minutes slowly moving out as I wrote the letter on his board as I had a important match today I had to leave him even I wished I couldn't but I would return back only to look if he is back to grown up.

"Lixie, I have an important training before the match tonight, I am sorry I had to leave u, write me if something urgent, the pancakes in the fridge, I left some more for u.

Chan"

This was cute to discover the side of him i was blind for years to acknowledge and i felt guilty that he felt so stressed in a need to shift to his little space. What's going on in my head? Am i okay?

P.S. I am planning to write a book with a prince style, yes, i am not normal, i have to finish 2 books at least to throw myself there, but the idea look so nice, i am wondering about the characters. Who will be our main ship?