Part 11
P.S. i have a free day today! Lucky me! I love it! If u are workaholic like me u would know)...I needed it! For sure!
-Can u sleep tonight home?
I asked looking at him with puppy eyes and he nodded calmly as he left me alone walking o the trainer to talk.
It felt like he became a stranger for me.
It hurt deeply. Cause he didn't know that I caught feeling for him. Unfortunately, it was painful watching him leaving me off board.
I blamed parents for all.
They were there the main people disrupting our itself not stabile life we had. I had a nagging feeling to find my mother.
I was working on the new project in History as I looked for the time to find it was 8 p.m. and I promised to come home to him as I packed my things rushing home and saying goodbye to my friends as I jumped in the car.
I entered the house to find the curious look on my parents' faces who were screaming questions as went upstairs ignoring them but them I stopped in the middle of the stairs asking them.
-Did u tell Felix?
-We haven't yet but we will.
Mom said as if it was the hardest thing to do.
-I give u week, if u won't tell him, he will find out about it from me.
I said going on to my room to see there a whole mess as I didn't tidy up that much from Saturday, I thew the clothes in the bin closing the bin as I I changed into some comfy clothes.
I heard a light knock on the doors as I said.
-What do u want?
-Can I come in?
It was Lix as I nodded opening the doors for him, he stood there in his favourite Stitch pyjama and he held some snacks that looked like Korean food.
-Come in.
I said and he flew inside as I closed the doors and he jumped on my bed.
-The chaos u have here.
He said and i rolled the eyes opening the music on my phone as I turned on the Marshall station turning the music on.
He smiled to me looking for the glasses that always existed in my room rent free and he found them washing the the bathroom.
-Here. Try this.
It was soju and I took it in, the bitter taste I loved. He tried it too but too the fast chocolate snack to cover the bitterness.
-I don't know why people love this but I brought u a souvenir that u most likely enjoy.
I smiled to him sitting opposite the boy, as he had wet hair still.
-How was Seoul?
-It was great, so much freedom and I did whatever I liked and as u see finally I did my hair and here.
He showed the new piercing, it was the old Felix I knew just more happy I guess. I smiled to him looking at his face.
-U look great, it suits u.
I said and he blushed a little.
He turned on phone showing me some pictures as we lost ourselves discussing the whole trip as he didn't have with whom to share, our parents didn't care much of these things and he just needed such person as me who was a good listener.
It went hours of him talking as I just calmly drank alcohol and listened to him.
I could do it forever, it was so easy for me to do so.
I smiled looking with how great excitement he was talking about these things and it made me feel the things he did.
I watched his features turn into sad or happy as he moved on with the story and I just was frizzed by the beauty he was showing me, the simple things I have never noticed at him.
He was Godlike. And I knew that for sure.
He didn't notice a she dirtied himself with foam from the beer he brought and I just wiped it as he froze as my finger touched his skin and he met my eyes looking at me with big surprise as I just showed him the foam I wiped asking for continuation.
He had fun meeting the Seungmin as he looked like a cool guy.
Felix moved on luring down as we discussed the living there and both of us wanted to move there for sure.
His hand showed me the small things that made him happy there and I just glitched again. I didn't see as his head fell on my thigh as he played with his fingers telling the whole new story.
-Are u listening Chan?
-Yes, little.
And he continued to talk as I smiled to myself mentioning that he needed that agreement eating my pet name for him.
He comfortably lied on my hip moving up a little and in just few minuted his head was on the abdomen zone as I just reflexively moved my fingers in his hair brushing his hair and massaging the scalp.
I used to do that to the girls I liked a lot, Lisa was one of them, it was my affection thing that I showed.
He was confused for a second but my technique was perfect that he purred in response to the touch not realising the thing he did and continued to tell the other adventure he had.
-Channie?
-Yes?
-I know why they like u?
-Who they?
-Other girls.
-Why?
-U are such a great listener and the best massages I had till now.
He giggled and I smirked looking at his eyes meeting mine.
-I have a lot of talents.
-Stop it now, we know that. I am tired to hear how good fuck boy u are!
He was angry at me.
-What? It's a truth.
-And it's annoying the whole school talks about u.
-And now they are talking about u.
-Really?
I went to his ear rubbing it lightly.
-Yes. And they talk about the hot blonde u became.
He smiled a little and blushed.
-They expect u to be the second me.
-And u?
-What do u mean?
-What do u want me to become?
I signed looking on the wall.
-I want u to be yourself, and I also want u to be honest always, that's it.
-But what if I don't know what I am.
-I think it's time to figure it out, little.
-Don't call me that!
-Sure, little.
He pushed me lightly in my hand but ended dup playing with it as I looked at his small hands brushing my big once. It was cute at least.
-U know, I really missed u!
-Me too.
I said and eh looked with big eyes on me.
-I thought u hated to see me.
-No, it's not true, I wanted to see u but my mood was shit last 3 weeks at least.
-I hope parents wil tell me this thing.
I gasped.
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