Unconditional Events \ Chanlix

The unneeded truth

I needed answers from him. What a hell happened during the last several years, the time wasn't ours anymore and I could do nothing about it.

I woke up in the wet sweat lying on the sofa instead of the bed. It was a horrible night mare for me. It was a bright morning when I woke up.I felt terrible.The feeling inside was so frustrating.I had no idea what was going on.I thought about Chan and our past was all mixed together in one bake questionable thing.

Maybe IN was right at the end of the day, maybe there was something more up to the story and I was the one who was just an impatient kid.

I looked at the view out of the window.The city woke up and was full and busy.I always felt that Sydney was one of those cities that never sleeps and perhaps I was completely right.It was totally different from the experience i got in Europe.

I pushed myself to the kitchen opening the fridge.But unlucky me.There was nothing inside.I opened the coffee machine.That was an emerging meet of the clean up when I just sat down on the bar stool watching the coffee being made.

I look through the messages of the manager who sent me the shooting proposals in Korea, Japan and some other countries, but still my head was wondering where he was right now and what was he doing?What happens to him after all.

The coffee was disgusting and it threw it right into the sink. I put on the pair of sweats going downstairs to take a Normal shot of my espresso In The Morning.It felt a miracle that there was a coffee shop just on the corner of the house.

The phone started to ring and I looked at the number and the very known name appeared on the screen.

It was my mom She wanted to talk to me about something.I felt that I knew what the topic will be about But the trembling hands didn't want to respond to the whole situation at all. I just wanted to escape through an anxiety attacks , they gave me Every-time we tired to have enough normal human communication.It ended up in the big general scandal.

She sent me a message asking to come over at noon and I hated it all. I knew I could.

I couldn't run any longer.It was two years since I cut the strings with them.

The smell of fresh grains coffee brought me back to life and I pulled the contacts in my phone. I wanted to talk to IN to my best friend.But I ended up staring at the screen more than I should and I never in reality called him.

I wrote a simple message answering that I will appear at parents place.It's looked more like an official statement rather than the normal conversation between a parent and the child but it didn't matter really.

Life seemed much more And I guess it made a lot of sense.I agreed to not sparing to the pair of those people.

I took a cup of coffee that I bought there and transferred myself back to the apartments , thinking about the day ahead.

The time was coming and I had to get ready for the meeting.And it felt alright I pulled on some of the short clothes that wouldn't irritate any of my parents or trigger some kind of negative emotions as I called the taxi as I was not sure how much alcohol I drank yesterday. I was.

So proud driver yesterday. But in reality I was scared to meet the cops.And the situation just to appear more problematic than it already was.

I pulled my hair up in a short ponytail bringing the bangs just by my ear.

I ended up going to my parents and standing in front of their flat for straight fifteen minutes before I could pull myself together to knock that devilish door. It really is.I had so many questions to ask them. And it gives me an idea of things that were happening during the last years and totally I am no longer wanting to be in zero understanding of the full situation and what happened In the past and I had my wheel and power finally to meet those people and understand what was really happening.