Unconditional Events \ Chanlix

Past

Part 8

It was the ending of the conversation as it was decided that he will go to Seoul.

I mean, I felt strange inside but I hoped that he will meet someone special there and will be happy that we both can have this issue resolved.

In 3 days the documents were done and the last moment of me waving to him on the plane as he left for the other country, he would even spend his birthday there.

I smiled to him the last time letting the boy go and I left for my training.

I was pretty busy as the weeks passed by and I was full in the trainings and the whole thing seemed nice and easy as I just worked out, studied, got drunk and wasted hooking up with some college girl and moved on.

I felt it was my casual routine and the boys were the same, I spent most of the time with Han and Binnie or Minho in the parties or some school schedule.

-Look, u brother upgraded.

Han showed me the picture that he posted online with blonde hair and piercings on the ears and I hoped parents will forgive him this as he looked hot.

I stuck on him looking happy and finally loved. He posted some selfies with some guy Seungmin and I was happy to see his progress as I decided to move on.

The late return to the house as I sneaked inside the house to find my parents talking in the kitchen.

Such hour was strange as I heard them talking through the kitchen doors.

-Felix is in Seoul and this one on party as always.

Mother complained.

-Let him be, he is young , he is a boy he wants to have fun.

-He is your son!

I heard wanting to calmly pass by.

-Yes he is, and Felix typical nerd as u are.

The father was joking as he sipped the beer and here I was going to pass by when I headed it all.

-When will we tell them that they aren't brothers.

The jaw dropped on the floor as I smashed the door opened revealing myself to parents who jump scared themselves.

Both of them were shocked to the core not expecting me to be there.

-Excuse me?

I said as I wasn't that much drunk as mother covered her mouth.

-I can explain.

The father started.

-Please, be my guest!

I said I sarcastic voice as he was irritated as the truth came out.

-U see, when we met with u mother I had u and she had Felix, so we decided not to tell that u are brothers and u see...

-And where is my mother?

I said as he looked at me sadly.

-She left us, at once almost and I have no idea where is she.

-Felix's dad?

-He died in a car accident before he was born.

Mother told still trembling.

-So, when exactly were u going to tell us?

I asked as the anger grew inside me.

-I know, listen, Christopher, don't tell Felix, we will talk to him, personally.

-Sure thing.

I smiled smashing the door as I ran outside calling Han who was at home after the party.

-What happened?

-Can I stay at u? Please?

I asked and he surely loved the sleepovers as he called inviting the Binnie who just lived opposite him.

I arrived to the place taking the whiskey bottle out as Ji said.

-The fuck happened?

-I heard what I was'y supposed to and now I want to go rival.

I said as they both listened to the whole story of the discovery I made today.

-So, u aren'y brothers.

-At all. We aren't related.

-So, there is a chance?

Han smiled and I threw a pillow in his face.

Binnie was angry at Han for the same reason as I was wasted in seconds. I didn't understand how it happened but I started crying and the whole scene looked like Han hugging me and drunk Changbin trying to pour water in me.

It felt like a family for real and not that lying one I had at home.

I ignored my parents' attempts to talk to me and escaped from how at any point I could. They didn't try to stop me at all. I started smoking for time to time when too many thoughts covered me and more use duo train rather than think.

It helped to keep mind clear, I used to come home to sleep and woke up early to rung to school, in the evening I spent in libraries or Han's place or Minho's to hang out and study rather than going home.

I wasn't able to forgive them the reality they hid from us and was counting days for me move out to college.

In a week the Felix's return was going and I had no idea how he would react to that but I decided to leave it on mercy of my parents. He seemed more confident and strong now, as I saw some of his stories and I just flew by my own side.

I couldn't tell what exactly was happening in my head for sure but it was something strange, I was lost even more than usual. In such moments I would go to Lisa or find some person to fuck.

I lost count in time and just prayed for better times.