They were brothers all their life, what if a single impulsive mistake can change everything?
The thoughts about the forbidden feelings eating both alive, completely different in nature brothers with different beliefs and mindset face the hardest an...
P.S. hi, i am back, so i felt like the story was losing the line and it was becoming boring so i decided to make a big turn around and change the line completely.
If you are interested, Felix should have slept with Chan and then parents had to discover the thing and make them separate and they will wait for being adults both to be together but it felt too childish, so i decided to fuck it up and change the whole concept.....haha...i hope u love the new style of writing it will be more diary like and the narration more informative...my spine still like shit...i feel pain like every second day and i cannot do anything..like u could have seen the pills i am taking...(a minute of my misery)) let's goooooo....
Felix's POV
He didn't come to the school that day and day after as I started to get worried about his state. Chan wasn't writing anything and it turned that me neither.
I lost him, I was sure as I got the thing that distance was right choice for us right now.
The rollercoaster of events and our dangerous games made me rethink a lot of things, I wish I would be able to let it go. My stupid heart was screaming at me all the time as I wished just to be near him, the comfort he gave me wasn't coming from any sides.
I saw him a week later as I discovered he had some trauma and I felt bad for not writing hi mat all, but my time was over.
I decided to take the ignorant side and move on.
His popularity grew with days as he was an extremely good player and where was I? I was just a cute student with no talents except a good marks at school.
I was a loser.
The weird behaviour of our wasn't finished as we met occasionally greeting each other and I felt his need to ask but he just held himself in hands and I just was thankful for his reserved behaviour, he was good to me as always but the interaction between crashed to minimum.
He was with his mother and my family was there on the other side of the city.
And then happened the thing I wasn't prepared to happen. I just never thought that much about it in general but I was an expected for sure.
He graduated and I was left for another boring year alone.
Our ways separated as he entered some university completely cutting link with the father as he was pissed of. The pressure from him was unimaginable and it felt natural to move on.
The summer went by me working out in gym non stop and trying to grow into something recognisable to society.
The sudden meeting with the agent in the gym one morning changed my life completely.
I was taken to the model agency for the probation term and I succeeded and finally the recognition came to me. I had no idea that I was considered to be a model material.
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