Unconditional Events \ Chanlix

Why u keep coming?

-Go away.

I said calmly opening the doors. As he tried to catch me as the sudden slam was just into his face I escaped the torture for now. He knocked o the doors as I sat on the little sofa just by the doors dropping the key card.

-Lix, I want to talk to u, please let me in. I am sorry, I behaved bad, I just want to apologise to u.

I gasped as the eyes closed as I fell on the wall.

I didn't need his apology, it made no difference for me right now, it was not possible to correct at all.

-Don't waste u time, Chan, go to u boyfriend.

I said as I threw the shoes off going deeper to the flat as I couldn't hear the words he was saying as I wished the reality was different and the events would be different.

I felt like shit.

IN came later as he brought some homemade food I was craving for.

It was fantastic as I was craving that thing as the hunger talked for me.

-U have to talk to him, Felix, he is u brother, even he was away for such time, u never know what happened to him and what he went through.

-I can't face him, every time I see him it's like the razor is cutting me alive, like the old staff is just going on and I can't live like that, it's better him having his life and me mine.

-U will see, just give him a chance to be on good terms with u, u see he is suffering too.

-The reality is different, both of us won't be happy about any ending, so what's sense of going on.

I fell on the bed as he came closer hugging me from the back, I smiled as he hit me on the shoulder making me giggle.

-Sleep u shithead.

-Love u.

I whispered as he never told me that but I knew he did for sure, he was always like that as we slept as I had a good sleep finally once in the weeks.

The next morning I was left alone as I was trying to catch up the calories I had to burn to the next weekend in Paris the fashion week started and the suit I had to fit in was quite an unreasonable size but it's fashion standards.

I ended up working out in the gym as I was mind lost as always trying to concentrate on something more specific.

I decided to get wasted and ordered a table I the VIP zone in the other club, not to meet any of the unexpected guests as I changed into a classic white shirt and black loose trousers with boots as I had to cut hair a little as it was getting longer as I made a pony tail leaving some locks in front to fall on the sides of my face as I rushed to the place to have some fun.

The club looked packed as I jumped on my pace seeing an old friend there who joined me for a small talk as the night kicked in as I was drinking with him ,the relationship we had were just a friendly once he was straight and had no interest of mine in this means, the long time of not seeing as I ended up spending the whole night drinking with him.

The good friend made it up for the lost opportunity to fuck as I left at 2 a.m. with drunk head but good time.

The taxi picked me up driving just few minutes to the place I lived as I hit the elevator as I jumped out of it looking for a key card.

-Where the fuck is this fucking key card?

I shouted as the gravity wasn't helping.

-U dropped it.

I heard the voice of the fucking Bang who was standing on my back holding the card in his hands, he looked drunk a little too, his hair was a mess as he was in official clothes too as I finally faced him.

-Thanks, mate.

I said sarcastically taking it from his hand as I turned from him uninterestingly as I went to the door just to be stopped by him.

-Felix, let me talk to u, please.

-I am drunk, there is no sense of talking right now, and in general there is no use...

I was turned to face him as I said the thing.

His eye went on my face as I felt the hard alcohol coming from him, it was harder than I usually drink.

I turned back opening there door as I tripped and he caught me carrying inside.

-Let me go.

I said pushing him away as his hand still held me.

-I am not that drunk, u know.

I said throwing the card on the table as he was looking at my flat there.

-Felix, u are drunk...

-U haven't seen me then "REALLY" drunk....shit...

I threw boots off myself as he looked at me struggling as he kneeled down helping me as I tried to protest but eventually gave up and he was removing the last boot from me.

-Thank you.

I said as our eyes met as I was on the sofa and he was on his knee in front of me, looking down at him was really pleasant as I lost my mind perhaps.

-U became so pretty, Lix.

He said looking at my face as his hand went to my face touching the chin.

I gasped freezing at place, his fucking touch made me weak at once. The pain was relieved at once as I closed my eyes trying to remember the feeling of his touch.

-Felix...

The whisper of his made me tremble from the sensation of his hot hand, touching my lips as his hand pushed me and I second I was sitting on him as my eyes went opened opened as we met in our gazes closer than ever was possible.

-U broke my heart, Chan.

I whispered as he looked at me eating every word I said, I had no idea why told him so.

-I am bastard.

-I threw it away.

I added as his finger was discovering the features as his hand was holding my back as I was trying to get out of his grip eventually giving up.

-I can't understand how is it possible?

He said trying to concentrate.

-What?

-My heart, why it's beating so fast...when i look at u....

-Cause u are an idiot.

I said as my eyes fell on his fill lips which shut after my comment as I leaned in closing the gap.