Unconditional Events \ Chanlix

Little me

P.S. Cause why not? I had the passage written and decided to post it now). I feel the Chan's humiliation but what was going on for years, we may never know...

-What a hell is going on?

I said as he tried to cover the nose bleeding as I came close kneeling to him.

-It's alright, nothing important.

-Shut up, I don't believe u liar. U are coming with me.

I pulled the napkin giving him as he followed me jumping in the car.

-U are drunk.

He said as i started the car driving.

-And?

-U may get stopped.

-I know the chief.

I said smirking as I pushed forward the gas driving to my place.

-Did u sleep with everyone?

-I didn't but I know who did.

I said glaring as he rolled his eyes as I parked the car.

We entered the hall jumping in the elevator, as I brought ice and other need things throwing the jacket on the chair as he sat on the chair calmly waiting for my care, as he always did.

I came closer giving the ice bag as he hissed while I wiped the blood off the face. My hands touched his burning and red cheeks as I calmly wiped the spray inside to clean the wound around the nose.

-U are big boy, hold it up.

I said as he looked up at me as I didn't care he was eyeing me as I pulled the gel to cure the thing. His eyes were discovering every single detail and the touches on my waist as he held to me lightly to have tome balance, the big hands he had, took the half of the my slim waist. I allowed it as he was finally silent. I couldn't read what was written on his face, the desperate sadness or just a stupid anger for that person he met and I had to see the scene.

-Now tell me the shit, what did u do?

-Felix, it's not important.

-U are going to tell me or I am calling u boyfriend and telling him that we slept.

I said falling into the couch. My hands deep dived into the scalp as I massaged the head, it was tiring day for me and the wish for sleep was extreme.

He gritted his teeth as I showed him the tongue.

I took he candy playing with it while I waited for the thing to happen.

-I have a debt. It's long and kinda big, so I need to pay them.

-Why did u take money?

I asked sitting up as my elbows were placed on the knees. He was sad and watching the floor, guess it was embarrassing to tell someone who is younger that u have problems. I had no idea what he has become now, I didn't know what he lived this whole time. It seemed he cut any link with his father.

-It's not mine. My mother died a year ago from a disease and her debt was transferred on me. I had no idea she owed money and so much.

-I am sorry. I didn't know.

I said as my head fell in hands, I really had no idea what he went through and now this debt. He perhaps suffers a lot, after just finding the mother. I never listened to him but the thing he never gave me a chance, he never spoke to me, always isolating himself from em, I was sad, he never trusted me in reality.

-How much?

I added as I peeked at him as he played with forehead. His shirt was covered in blood and the button was missing as the guy was doing the job of scaring.

-Felix, it's my business and I will solve it.

-Are u crazy, u saw those people? They may kill u next time! How much, Christopher?

I said standing up as I came pulling up his face by the chin up as he looked at me shocked slightly as I placed a light patch covering the wound. The rest of the face was bloated and the two tampons inside the swollen nose as he was breathing with his mouth, looking with big eyes on me.

-Half a million.

The sum echoed in my head as I signed calmly looking as he was trembling as I finished covering the thing as I pulled away.

-Alright.

I said as I went to steel box pulling a password as I opened the thing counting the money as I opened the bag wrapping the amount in it, quite a big pile. I had some plans of buying the flat in here but I can put it aside for the year or two easily, it didn't matter much.

I turned coming closet to him as I pushed the money on his knees as he was frozen watching me doing the whole thing.

-Felix? No, I can't take it.

-U can and u will, u don't have with what to pay anyway. I am having enough, it's okay.

He pushed the money back as I pulled him by the collar angrily.

-U will fucking take the money right now or I will punch u second time and it will end up in hospital.

His furious eyes were on mine as we happened to be extremely close to each other as I felt his breath as we released the distance as he pushed me closer kissing me hardly as the pile with money fell on the floor as we just simply kissed as it was out last one as if I will never see him again.

He pushed me first back as my swollen lips and shocked face was on.

-I am sorry, and I missed u.

He brushed lightly my chin.

-I will give u this back as soon as I can.

He picked the money passing by me as I heard the doors close and the heart beat rising as I couldn't control the effect he had on me wasn't normal, I hated myself for this.

A sexual frustration was big as I fell o the floor cuddling into a little ball.

-Channie, will u ever be able to explain what happened, but I am not sure Lixie wanna hear that truth.

He was afraid it will hit harder than a silence. 

P.S. What am i actually doing lately? Fighting with watercolours, for sure...they just don't listen to me...