They were brothers all their life, what if a single impulsive mistake can change everything?
The thoughts about the forbidden feelings eating both alive, completely different in nature brothers with different beliefs and mindset face the hardest an...
I ran away as always trying to distract myself as I just ended up working out in the gym as the fashion week was coming and I needed minus 4 kg.
The whole thing was eating how much I liked the sex we had and Chan knew it well how to use my body to overboard me through and through as I just faced myself in the flat as the strong perfume of his was there I the room.
The bed sheets were signed by his masculine sign, the strong musk perfume with dominant note was making me wanna vomit.
I threw the sheets of the bed in hysterical state opening the windows to erase the whole and complete evidence of his presence in the flat as I saw the note on the table and coffee was gone with muffin, he ate the thing as I relaxed a little finishing the laundry.
I opened the instagram looking for the feed with the latest news as the pictures of Han flew into my face as he was on the camping with him. With damn, Chan.
And the other shot of the boyfriend, so cute and smiley, for sure.
I threw the phone on the bedsheets as the stress level was great.
He did as I asked lived as nothing happened, as if this night meant nothing, what stupid me, of course.
Did I expect something different?
No, I wanted this but the thing it was harder than I thought.
He looked so happy with that damn man there on the phone.
-U are just a damn whore, Lix.
I said to myself.
-I should live up to expectations.
Added also, myself as I opened the wardrobe taking the silk blouse with the free pants and the light make up as I went out to the nearest bar looking for some fun.
The drinks there in the "Cuba" were amazing as I smiled to the barman who knew me well giving the things I always craved for.
-Shit day?
He said sitting for a second with me.
-More of a week.
I winked to him as I felt the eyes watching me. The man who was with some other men was watching me.
I looked into my phone sipping the cocktail as the ears heard some business was done at the table as I looked at my schedule hoping for few more days to rest.
The hour passed as I was getting wasted a little bit.
-I am sorry I wanted to join u but the business is in process. Can I order u something?
The man in suit said as I looked at him as if I had no idea.
-Be my guest.
I said a she smirked.
-No way, I am paying for it, my name is San.
He took my hand shacking it lightly.
-Felix.
-U are so handsome, Felix ic oldest take my eyes from u, are u a model?
-I am.
I said as the other ordered drinks arrived to us.
He was a tall brunette with the bright smile and easy attitude.
-Are u heartbroken?
He asked me out of nowhere.
I looked at him meeting his gaze.
-I am over that shit for 2 years and I am a free bird.
-That's great, I can understand. Do u travel a lot?
-Yes, I do things here and there.
He smiled to me giving me a tissue to help myself.
-Look, San I am not looking for something serious, if u are up to one night stand and me riding u, I am in, I mother way I am sorry to disappoint u.
He smirked to me ordering a new shot for himself.
-Go for it, baby. But I have a few questions for u.
-I am listening.
-Are u doing relationships?
-No.
-Do u plan?
-No.
-Are u in love?
-Nah.
-Good, we can try something, look I need something smart and pretty like u near me as the husband, I will be straight, if the sex is alright, I want to have a marriage and my parents leaving me be. It's pretty simple, if it's not for us alright, u can say no as u wish, I will take any option, the only request, if u have lover make it more or less stable, I don't want reporters run around me.
-Aren't u running to far away, I haven't agreed to anything. U talk too much, lover boy.
I said to him as he nodded.
-I mean I need to solve it fast, my last term is 2 months from now. U will have all the budget u want, the things u will request wil be up to u, I just like u a lot and can't miss the chance.
His gracious body and generous smile made it work as I stood up coming to closer as my body went lower to him slightly touching his ear. I felt that I was tipsy.
-How about we test it all I real life and then talk about other bullshits.
I winked coming back to his face as the smile grew bigger as he touched my shoulder with his large hands as the hot touch made me dirty more as my eyes went up meeting the opening door and the trio of Han, Chan and of course Changbin staring at me as I turned my gaze to the man who was all his eyes on me.
He threw the money on the table taking me by the hand as his one too mine crossing the fingers as he pushed me after him as I just followed him meeting the gaze of the ex brother who was drilling a hole in me as a light wink came from me as I passed.
-U know them?
He asked loud.
-No-one important.
I said out loud for it to be sound and clear as my voice echoed in the air. The wind from the outside hit me in face making me shrug as he felt my goosebumps as the large jacket for suit was on my shoulders in one moment as he placed it on me smiling as the light kiss met my face as I found myself quite enjoying the situation.
I felt wanted, and loved for once in a long time.
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P.S. I wrote it as fast as i could, i am inspired right now a lot, trying to manage a lot of meetings right now. I wish i could go back to my classes of yoga but a lot of times i work up to so late that it's just no possible, like who has classes at 9 p.m.? In Europe it's not possible for sure.
I saw the Hyunjin's video for the W Korean, excuse me? Man, u are gorgeous!
I want a doggie, as i sometimes feel so lonely, and i need some being to be in my arms, i have so many huggies and love to share) I plan to take some on my b-day, psss...i am a proud June Gemini) with MBTI of ENTJ, my scorpio friend said that i am on the list of most dangerous people)))....no comment...don't mind i am the Lee Know's baby...
