Part 13
-That's it. I won't come home tonight.
I said turning as I left for the school as I felt the situation I left the house.
I drove to school in calmness but there was nothing stable about me.
I was sad to leave Felix like that but he had to find the way to deal with our parents, so the next thing I wanted to find the mother and see her. I had several questions in my head and I knew the only person who will help me will be Binnie, he had a lot of contacts.
I saw him sitting on the bench at the gym as I threw the clothes on the floor coming up to him.
-Hey, Bin.
He smiled hugging me.
-Can I ask u something?
-Go ahead.
He said placing the phone away to listen to me.
-Can u find my mother through u contacts?
-U want to find her, after she left u?
I signed playing with palm on my hand.
-I know but I still need to talk to her an give a chance to tell me everything. I don't trust my parents anymore.
I said hardly gulping as he just stopped asking more questions, he just knew it all.
-Sure, I will try.
He caressed the back of mine giving me a comforting smile as I heard some jealous noice.
-Are u two flirting?
Hyunjin stood I front of us with a smirk on his face.
I lifted eyes meeting his.
-I would rathe flirt but u know he will always refuse me.
I got a punch in my side from the Bin as I giggled.
-Chan u are a man with many talents but don't steal all men too here.
I winked to him as Binnie frowned coming closer to Jinnie as two just flirted but never made a move for a year now. I was done with it.
-Binnie, just fuck him already, u don't see his neediness.
I said receiving the death glare of both at me as I ran outside in the gym to fin Han walking to me.
-Did u see Bin?
-He is flirting with Hyunjin, are those moving on from stage 1 ever?
I said and Han smiled to me taking me by arm.
-Give them time, both are too hot to handle and they have to find the way to each other.
-I may have said something what I shouldn't.
Han gasped.
-How bad?
-Chan! Come here u motherfucker!
I heard from the opened doors as angry Binnie was there running after me as I laughed running away.
-That was totally bad!
Ji said to himself looking at two men running after each other on the field.
I was exhausted after training and it was my personal trial to get to college that I didn't want to go to, honestly, but I had to keep up.
The message came with the address of approximate location of the mother and she was here in the city. I was nervous as hell, the cigarette was the only thing to help me right now. I was sitting as the scene wasn't the most pleasant. I saw some guy flirting with Felix. He tried to be polite but I didn't like how he tried to touch him and it made me only more aggressive.
I threw the ending in the bin going to him as I pushed the guy away from Felix.
-Fuck off, dude. I know u fucked the boy yesterday at school stall, no fun.
I said as Felix looked with big eyes at me. The guy left as I came closer to him so he could hear me well.
-Stay away from him, he is a fucker.
I said as I left him alone there as IN looked at the scene.
-What's with u brother?
Felix's POV
-When I returned he became different, colder and distant, he has some problem with parents and he I can't help him at all.
IN looked at the boy as he sat near him hugging him a little.
-Felix, is there something I should know?
I gasped pushing air inside but the sadness filled my lung as I sobbed.
-There is but I am afraid to tell u.
-Why?
He brushed me lightly trying to calm me down.
-Cause it's not normal.
-It's a crazy world, everyone is fucked up can it be worser?
-Yes, when u like u brother.
I said almost whispering but he heard for sure as he went completely silent, thought his hand stayed on my back as eh thought a lot. The silence killed me as I wasted to him to start saying that I am stupid but he didn't.
-I guess, it's not hard to fall for u brother, I would too.
-But u aren't his brother.
-True, it's very unusual but it happens and this life is a strange thing, Felix.
He hugged me tighter.
-What about him? Does he like u?
-I am not sure, he is a fuck boy, u know it well, he can have anyone, why would he want me, when it's not an option, I am just so wrong IN, a loser that fell for his brother who doesn't care a little.
-I don't think so, he won't come right now if he didn't care at all, he pushed that dude away, I guess she is protective over u.
-But I feel there is so much more to this story and I think I am not ready to know the truth for sure.
P.S. The next update is tomorrow! I don't know how it happens that i am posting so often but i guess i have some time to do so. I really recommend to read a book "Mates" Chanlix I guess the author is BTSsyndrome, i love the stories of this one, valid reason, i have some books here saved if u wanna me share the list of authors i truly loved, tell me, cause it's complicated to find a catchy book here! But there are a lot of them for sure! "RBB Hyunlix" is one of my top books too.
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