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You stared at the broken tree in silence as your blood boiled in anger
Tobirama was sent to the hospital, he was lucky for you to have healed his exterior wounds... if you didn't he would've had died right thereYou had been trying to let your anger out, you had no more tears so all that was left was anger from the fact that someone dared to try and go against your brother
You took a deep breath and your bloodied fists fell back to your sides
Something in your mind was screaming, yelling at you to get yourself together and plaster a smile on your face for your children, for your family but... you just couldn't anymoreYour heart was filled with frustration, guilt and agony all at the same time and there was no way to just let it out. For so long you had been bottling it up and as soon as you saw Tobirama all bloodied up something in you snapped
You felt a tug on the collar of your shirt and looked over your shoulder to see yuki
"What do you want?" You asked, not a care in the world if she gets offended by the tone of your voiceYuki raises a hand and slaps it across your face
"The audacity you have to be acting in such a way when you have two young kids at home who know their mother to be sweet and caring!"A stinging sensation was on your cheek and your eyes snapped onto your elder sisters figure
"You better shut your fucking mouth before instead of these tree's I'll use you!" You grabbed her collar and lifted her from the ground"You have no right to even speak of my family when you have none! You have no right to speak of my responsibilities, no right to speak of how I need to hide my anger for my children when you don't even have children! You don't even have responsibility either and you're in your late thirties!"
Yuki dug her nails into your hand "I do have the right, especially when my sister is not in the right state of mind!"
"No you don't! What I do and what I feel is none of your concern, especially when you only came into my life when I became a stronger and more important woman than you! You come into my life thinking you know everything but you don't, humble yourself because if I must remind you, whenever you are around me, you are in the presence of someone who holds no care for you just as you held no care for me up until I got better, I could easily crush your skull right now and what are you gonna do!?"
Your voice was laced with venom, you had enough of everything in the world and it was as if the only person that was able to make you piece yourself together is laying unconscious in the covers of a hospital bed
"You have no right to speak to me when I am mourning for my brother, the sibling that was there when you were not! So shut the fuck up because you don't know anything! I couldn't care less about what happens to you because this is just what happens when you don't even look at your sister without disgust filling your heart!"
You let go of yuki and look at her, just by the look in your eyes, yuki knew, knew that you changed. For the worse
"At least the others know damn well to not come begging to me for help when my importance goes well above their own. Because they know I don't give a shit about them"
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Your hands trembled as they held the kitchen knife, regret was coming back to you for saying all those things to your sister when she was just trying to help
Madara had just come back from a mission that he was sent on and he immediately notice the energy that felt off in his home. He later found out that everyone was mourning for Tobirama
Madara never was on good terms with Tobirama so he felt no emotion towards what had happened, but he worried for the health of his family. Especially because you too were affected by it and you were probably the only one that could bring the family's mood back
Madara couldn't do such a thing, at most he could help you relieve your anger
But his gut was telling him that, relieving your anger wasn't gonna help at all. It was just gonna make it worse by making you feel guilty about itSo, Madara finished his drink and stood up. He was silent as he walked over to you and took the knife from you, placing it somewhere else
He wrapped his arms around you in a hug that you didn't even have energy to give back "whatever you want, whatever you need, I will get for you. So do not fret my dear"
He reassured as he placed a hand at the back of your head, slightly caressing your hairYou sighed in relief and enjoyed his hug
Even after over ten years of marriage, Madara still held you with as much as care as he always did. And for once in your life, the fear of him leaving you wasn't something that ever crossed your mindHe gently swayed you around in his embrace, he knew that slow dancing with him was something that calmed you down
"Am I a bad person for letting my anger out at my sister?" You asked him, voice cracking and barely above a whisper
"I-" Madara's heart started rapidly beating out of panic. He feared that one wrong answer will make you distance yourself from him "no matter if you are good or bad, you will stay the same to me in my eyes. You accepted every single thing that is related to me, so I will do the same for you. No matter what it is"The tears you didn't know were still there started forming in your eyes
"People are after me Madara, Tobirama tried getting rid of them but he couldn't.. that means they're strong, I'm scared that something will happen to me and the kids won't have their mother anymore, and you, a wife""If theres something out there... that's able to defeat my elder brother then, my fear of dying is back" you sobbed as you dug your nails into Madara's yukata
Madara sighed and cupped your face, looking into your eyes
"Do not fear for even a second that you will die, because you are well above capable of beating anyone that are to come for you, and if not... I will be here"
He pressed his forehead against yours
"And whatever you want to overcome that fear of yours... rest assured I will get for you. If it is a million pounds of pure gold, I will get it. The heads of the ones after you? I'll make sure to clean them so that their blood doesn't stain your hands. Power? I will give you all of mine, even if it is the sharingan you wish for... just say the word and I'll give you mine" your eyes widenedYou sighed and your eyes went sharp, a glint of seriousness in them
"I know that even without me asking you you'll still do it but...""I want you to teach Azumi all that you know"
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Forms of peace
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