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Song :Formula | Labrinth
𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐗𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐀 • 𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐘
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"Slut shamed you?"
I nod while shovelling a few more pieces of popcorn into my mouth. "Wow- and you're like one of the biggest prudes I've ever known." Kaia mumbles, shaking her head with widened eyes.
What?
My head snaps up from looking at my phone. "Huh? I'm not a prude." I narrow my eyes on her at the accusation.
She gives me a look that says 'are you kidding?'. "Alex, you haven't held hands with a boy. Let alone fuck one."
I blush at her crude words aimed at me. "Uh- yes I have!" I defend quickly, scoffing.
"Harrison doesn't count, unless he randomly swings the other way again." I roll my eyes.
Okay- maybe I don't have the most experience with.. men.
The closest thing I had to a relationship was a ten day texting relationship with a guy who I was convinced wanted to murder at our 'meetups'.
Even then, we didn't touch each other, kiss, or even make eye contact.
Most awkward week and a half of my entire life.
Call it abandonment issues, or commitment issues, but I have no interest in the aspect of dating. At least now as of now.
"Whatever." I mumble with a small sniff, pushing the pink bowl that holds popcorn toward my friend. "I'd rather be a prude then be innocent or unaware."
"Oh, your both of those as well."
I raise an eyebrow. "Excuse me?" I scoff. "I'm not innocent."
My bookshelf agrees.
She rolls her eyes with a small snicker. "Not in the sense of awareness no. But your innocent when it comes to expressing sexual desires toward another individual." Oh my god Kaia.
My cheeks are as red as can be by the end of her sentence. "Like you'd know. It's not like I'd be expressing my unrequited love for you if I'm not attracted to you." I mumble, looking down at my frilly bedsheets.
She snorts. "One, you are attracted to me- everyone is." I toss a small stuffed animal at her, which she easily dodges. "And two, that wasn't my point."
I narrow my eyes. "Then what was your point, miss know-it-all?"
She shuffles closer to me on my bed. "It was that you literally show no emotion when it comes to anything vulnerable or sensitive!" She explains with a small laugh at the end.
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Roman d'amourHis soft hum, and chuckle he lets out against my ear lobe has me shivering. "You can keep telling yourself that once we leave this school, graduate, you'll go back to forgetting me, and how you felt while you were with me Alex." Morgan whispers in m...