Chapter 4

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I opened my eyes to feel Ellie still in my arms. She was sound asleep and I looked at the time to see it was 6am. I was starving. I tried to get up to get to the food from yesterday and she rolled over. I went into the living room to get my burger and I didn't bother to warm it up in the microwave. It was so good. I heard someone clear their throat and I turned around to see Ellie in the doorframe of her bedroom wearing just a shirt. She must've changed out her dress.

I finished my burger and threw the wrapper out. She looked at me.

"You should go" she said and I got a bottle of water out her fridge. I drank some water.

"Why should I do that when you look like that?" I asked her putting the bottle down. I stalked over to her and she put her hand on my chest separating us.

"Rule one." She said and I grabbed her hand

"Are you sure that's what you want?" I asked running my hand up her thigh. She fought her moan by biting her lip. "I don't think that's what you want at all."

I lifted her up pressing her back against the doorframe. She wrapped her legs around my waist. I unbuckled my belt pulling myself out and lowering her onto me. She threw her head back.

"Fuck" I said feeling how wet she was. "Wait"

I pulled her off me realizing we weren't using a condom.

"I'm sorry. I completely forgot." I said to her

"I'm on birth control. Are you clean?" She asked me

"I get tested every couple of months. I'm clean darling " I said

"Good. Now fuck me" She said and I pushed myself back inside her. This was pure bliss. She was so wet and tight. I knew I wouldn't last much longer. Her legs dropped from my waist and rested over my forearms. Her arms wrapped around my neck and I stroked into her. I kissed along her neck and she moaned.

"You're so fucking wet darling" I said and she looked me in the eyes

She moaned as I pressed deeper into her filling her completely.

"Miles you're so deep. Fuck." She yelled as her nails dug into my shirt.

"You don't know what you do to me when you say my name. But when you scream it darling, it's music. Only my favorite song" I said gripping her ass in my hands as I continued ramming into her

"I'm coming" She said and she got tighter around me

"Fuck" I said moaning "Darling I can't go any longer"

She moaned and kissed me on my lips and I was shocked. I deepened the kiss and exploded inside of her. She moaned against my lips and I rested my forehead against hers. We stared at each other breathing heavily. My hand stroked her face wiping the sweat off her forehead as she looked at me.

"You are so beautiful" I said to her

"You fucked me already. You don't have to say that." She said

"I know I don't. I wanted to, so I did" I said kissing her neck and down to her collarbone

"Every inch of you is beautiful." I said breathing in the faint smell of her perfume

She stared at me confused like she's never heard these words before or even believed that I was saying them.

"You should go" She said and I looked up at her

"Do you want me to?" I asked her and she nodded. "Okay"

I reluctantly put her down and she looked at me as she slowly slid down my body. I lifted her chin up to look at me. She avoided my eyes.

"If he touches you again. Call me." I said to her and she looked at me

"You shouldn't care about me." She said "I'm not worth it."

"You are so devastatingly broken darling to not see how worth it you are." I said and her eyes became glassy

I pulled her into a hug and kissed her forehead. She relaxed in my arms and I smiled at this. She was so guarded, so damaged. I hated whoever did this to her and I had a good idea of who. I made note to pay Damian a visit soon. I let her go and fixed my pants and shirt. I grabbed my suit jacket and walked out her apartment door closing the door behind me.

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I sat in the bar area at Giovanni and Angela's house. I stared at my drink in the glass. It's been two weeks since i've seen Ellie and my mind just wouldn't let her go. I know we agreed to one time only but I couldn't help but wonder if she was okay. If that asshole came by again. She asked me not to hurt him and I thought it be best not to get on her bad side. Even though I don't think I'm necessarily on her good side. Maybe I am if I was lucky enough for her to even give me any time of the day.

"Miles" I heard my name and saw Giovanni staring at me with his shirt unbuttoned with dress pants on. "How the hell did you get in here?"

"I made an extra key duh" I said turning to him

"Miles you hungry?" Angela asked coming into the room with a t-shirt on and some sweats. Her baby bump was beginning to show

"Of course" I said standing up and smiling. I pulled her into a hug. "How's Miles Jr?"

I winced when Giovanni swatted the back of my head.

"Watch yourself" Giovanni said and I laughed

Angela laughed pulling from me. "We are not naming him or her that." She said walking towards the kitchen.

I shook my head. I grabbed my glass and followed them.  I sat at the kitchen counter and she looked at me.

"What?" I asked

"You haven't been getting much sleep. I can see it in your eyes" She said "What's bothering you?"

"Nothing." I lied

"Ok" Angela said

Giovanni sat in the seat next to me watching Angela cook.

"Fine fine. Since you two won't stop hounding me. I met this woman. She's beautiful, funny, mean all that I like. Only thing is she doesn't want a relationship or anything to do with me. I know my job. I know why Giovanni and Christian left. I can't care about her with this job, but I can't stop thinking about her. We had sex. The best i've ever had in fact. But she only said one time and I don't know how i'm supposed to just carry on with my life knowing that I may never experience that again or see her again."

"Maybe-"Giovanni started

"I know. I know. If I agreed to one time then I should leave her alone, but she has this ex boyfriend that used to hit her and I'm worried that he might come back. I want to kill him. But she asked me not to and she already kind of hates me so I don't want her to hate me more."

"Miles" Angela said and they were both staring at me

"What?" I asked

"You like her man" Giovanni said and looked at him

"That's the problem!" I yelled and sighed "She told me not to like her actually not to fall in love with her"

They looked at me questioning my sanity.
"It won't hurt if I call her right or go see her?" I asked them

"I don't know. She made it clear that she's not looking for anything serious." Angela said

"Me neither." I said and Giovanni just laughed

"What?" I asked him annoyed

"Doesn't sound like it buddy" He said

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