Mafia Men III: Marino

Chapter 36

Ellie POV

I looked at Miles and he sighed.
"Alright i'll be in my office" He said standing up and kissing me behind my ear and whispered"if he touches you i'll kill him"

He walked off and looked at Cameron once more before going into the house and into his office shutting the door.

"What do you want?" I asked him

"To apologize." Cameron said walking over to me. I held my hand up to stop him.

"You already did. It's fine." I said

"No it's not Ellie. It killed me to even think that you thought I was remotely like him. I triggered you so badly you couldn't breathe. I'm so sorry" He said

"I thought you don't apologize" I said

"I do when it matters" He said

"You said you don't want to be my friend Cam. Where is that coming from?" I asked him

"I can't be your friend because I don't.. I don't want to be Ellie." He said and it hit me. How could I be so blind? How could I not see the truth behind his advances, behind the flirting?

He stepped closer to me and I backed up.
"Cam-I."I started "Miles asked me to marry him. I..I said yes"

He stumbled back a bit and his jaw clenched.
"And that's what you want? Or you felt you needed to say yes because of all he's done for you?" He spat

"Cameron" I said and he stepped back from me

"Don't. You don't owe him anything for making you feel safe for protecting you. It should be more than that" He said

"I love him Cam." I said and I saw the hurt in his eyes right before he replaced the look with anger.

He nodded as the tears threatened his red rimmed eyes. "I'm sorry" I said feeling so badly as I started crying

"Don't be. You should never be sorry for loving who you love. Miles is a lucky man." He said wiping my tears away "You deserve to be happy Ellie even if it's not with me"

He walked out into the house and out the front door. I sighed. I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel it because I did. I felt it between us but my feelings for Miles never changed. Miles was everything to me and the thought of not being with him or not having him in my life would invoke another panic attack. I made my decision. The right one. I know it. I went into Miles office knowing that I would have to explain it to him. What I dreaded to tell him.

He looked up at me.
"Come here" He said and I closed the door behind me

I went over to him in his chair. He picked me up and sat me on his desk in front of him.

"Miles-" I started and he put a hand up stopping me from talking

"Do you regret saying yes to me?" He asked painfully. I could see it in his eyes.

Quickly I shook my head no. "I don't regret it." I said "I will never regret it"

He looked into my eyes.
"Do you love him?" He asked me and I looked at him

"I don't" I said truthfully. Although my body unwillingly responded to him and I mainly liked how closer we were getting, I wanted our friendship more, more than any of that. I had no friends and Cam was there for me. No, it wasn't love it was admiration.

He looked into my eyes deeply for any indication. His hands rested on my thighs and he sighed.

"Then there's nothing left to discuss" he said

"You don't want to know what that was about?" I asked him

"I trust you Ellie. Although every instinct in me wants me to bound you to my bed, I'm giving you an out this once for you to understand what feelings lie there between you two but there's no out after this conversation. You will be mine. Do you want an out Ellie?" he asked

I stared into his eyes. I know it pained him to say those words. I put my hand on his cheek titling his head up so I could capture his lips. Instinctively he pulled me by my thighs off the desk and on his lap. He was hard as stone under me and I moaned.

"I don't want an out. I'm happy here with you and I want it to be forever. I want you Miles." I said and he kissed me back harder picking me up and laying me on his desk. He unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them off me throwing them to the ground. He groaned had his fingers ran down the wet fabric of my panties. I moaned as he blowed on the wetness sending chills down my spine.

"I want to eat you so badly but I'll come in my pants if I don't fuck you right now." He said unloosing his pants quickly and before I knew it he was in me. Items on his desk fell to the ground as he thrusted in me. The desk shook as I placed on hand on his shoulder to stop myself from falling off. He fucked me hard and unforgiving. I loved every second of it.

"Miles" I moaned and he kissed along my neck and I threw my head back when his thumb played with my clit

"You're evil" I said moaning and I felt my tears rushing down my face as I came so hard. He must not have been too far along himself because his strokes slowed and he closed his eyes.

"You're squeezing the life out of my dick darling. Fuck I'm trying to last longer but you're too good. It's too fucking good. Fuck Ellie. What are you doing to me?" He moaned and I sat up holding the back of his neck. He opened his eyes looking at me as I stared into his brown ones.

"I want it all Miles. I'm yours" I said and he thrusted in me once twice three times and he shattered. His hand quickly wrapped around my neck and made me look at him.

His jaw clenched and he grit his teeth. "You are mine and you're not going anywhere as long as i'm breathing"