Mafia Men III: Marino

Chapter 33

Ellie POV

I laid there as he slept holding onto me tightly. I had to process everything he told me. I couldn't fall asleep. I knew he's killed before that wasn't a surprise but the weight of it killed me. He swore to not kill again but when Damian hurt me he pushed it aside and did it again. If I had known how it would kill him to do that, I wouldn't have been complicit in it. Miles was slowly breaking in front of me. When I saw him in the bathroom, I saw the look in his eyes. He was in pain. He was far from okay. How long had he been dealing with this? I was so angry at him for not telling me. I hated that he chose to deal with this alone especially after I've told him every grim detail about my past. He didn't want me to look at him differently. Did I look at him differently?

He told me he's killed for years which I'm assuming had to be a lot of people and that he liked it for some time. Why won't he just quit? If he knew that it had haunted him why is he continuing to do it? What did they have over him?

I tried to get up but his grip held around my waist.

"Where are you going?" he asked and I turned around to look at him

He wiped my cheeks. He looked heartbroken at the sight of me crying. I'm sure my eyes had to be puffy and red. His lips grazed mine and I pulled away. He looked hurt as I sat up and he let me go. He laid back on his pillow staring at the ceiling running a hand through his hair.

"I need time" I said and he looked at me and his jaw clenched

"Ellie please just-"

"Just what Miles? Sit around and watch this eat at you? Watch you go through hell?" I yelled and he made me look at him

"This right here is worse than any hell I've ever experienced. You are everything to me Ellie. Without you I am nothing. Please give me time to figure it out. Please" He begged and I heard his voice crack

I felt the tears fall once again.
"I love you so much Miles. I can't sit by and let you do this" I said

"Do you trust me?" He asked and I nodded

He wiped my tears with his thumbs.
"Please trust that I will fix it darling" He said and I kissed him on the lips needing to him close to me, to feel him on me, in me. We've been having sex these past couple of days but I haven't felt this close to him in so long. He pulled me into him as I straddle his waist. I unloosed his pants and he did mine pulling them off and throwing them across the room. He ripped my panties off me and sat me down on him. His hands ran up my back as I rode him. He flipped us over and laid me on my back. He drove into me and kissed me along my neck and connected our lips together.

I moaned as he was deeper with each thrust. My head jerked back as he moaned my name.
"You are my everything" He said "Leaving is not an option"

"Miles." I said breathlessly

I felt myself clenching around him.
"Say you won't go. Tell me you won't leave" he said and I felt him throbbing in me

"Please" I begged and I don't know why I begged him. I don't know what I was begging for. But I needed more of him. My eyes rolled back in my head but he held onto the back of my neck to make me look at him as he thrusted in me.

"This. Us. We are real. This is real Ellie. Look how deep I am in you. It's beyond the physical Ellie. I feel you in my heart, in my soul, in my mind, in my fucking blood Ellie." He said as the sound of our skin slapping together became louder. He was hitting deep into me and I whimpered.

"Please tell me you feel it" He said and I nodded

"I feel it Miles. I've always felt it" I said as my legs shook and I wrapped my legs around his waist locking him deep in me "I won't go. I won't leave you. Ever"

He groaned louder and thrusted into me twice more before I felt his warmth in me. He kissed me on the lips moaning as I felt him twitch inside me. He kissed my cheeks and my eyelids and my collarbone then my neck and behind my ear. He was so gentle with me scared that I'd break under his touch. I looked at him as he kissed me and ran my hands through his hair. He moaned as I did this. I ran one hand on his cheek. My thumb grazed his bottom lip and he stared at me. I saw it in his eyes that stare showing how insatiable he was for me. I felt how he grew inside of me. He caught my finger in his mouth sucking on it and then kissing down to my palm. He kissed my knuckles and I moaned softly as one of his hands drifted lower between us where we were still joined. His hand rubbed on my clit and I moaned louder.

"Mil-" I started but I covered my mouth knowing his men had to be in the house by now. He removed my hand.

"They'll hear me-"I said but was interrupted by him clenching his jaw as he began slowly stroking into me as he rubbed on me. I bit my lip as I felt myself about to explode from the pleasure. I was so sensitive to touch and the sensations all together would ruin me.

"I want them to know how good I fuck you. That they'll never get to feel this. This pussy is mine. They need to know that." He said in my ear as I moaned

"They or Cameron?" I asked and he glared at me for even saying his name. His thrusts became harder and I panted at each stroke. I couldn't breathe. His hand continued and I knew I'd shatter in seconds.

"You will never say his name again in this room especially when I'm inside of you. Understood?" He said dominantly as his thrusts became punishing

"Fuck me harder Miles. Please please don't stop" I said as my whole body shook. I was overwhelmed with ecstasy.

"Say it" He slowed down and I felt myself come down from my high that was steadily rising.

"I understand please I understand" I said and he pounded into me so hard my nails dug into his back and I knew blood was drawn. I came and I could hear how wet I was around him. It was turning me on all over again.

"Fuck Ellie I'm slipping out of you. I love how wet you are. I'm gonna come again." He said so quickly and once again he did breathing heavily

We stared at each other. "I can't lose you" I said to him

"You won't darling. You won't. I promise" He said kissing me on my collarbone