✅ Completed: It Hurts To Love You

Chapter 21

"What do you need?" Seokjin asked Jimin after he finished his shower, taking his seat on the far side of the sofa.

"Sunghoon is filing for a divorce."

Jin was surprised but did not let it show.

"How does that impacts me?" Jin asked his brother.

"I---It should not, I-I'm s-sorry i-if I came here h-hoping to talk t-to my b-brother." Jimin said, stuttering and looking away as he felt his tears almost dropping from his eyes.

"What do you actually want me to do? Didn't you expect this after you cheated on him?"

Jimin stayed looking to his side, trying to hide his tears from Jin.

"Sunghoon cheated on me and wants to have a divorce now."

"You should understand him as you also did the same." Jin said without filter.

"Jungkook is different."

"What's the difference? You cheated on Sunghoon-hyung anyway. Whether it's Jungkook or a different man, it's still cheating." Jin said crossing his arms and legs while looking at Jimin.

"It's not the same because I never fell in love with Jungkook and he never did with me. We just used each other."

"It's still cheating if it's outside your relationship. You're an intelligent person. You should know that unless you were so used to cheating that you actually forgot how to think." He said.

Jimin remained silent. He was not able to rebuttal anything after what Jin used against him. His brother is right. Why is he even here?

"I am a busy person, unlike you. If you don't have anything else to say, you might just want to leave. I am tired from work, so I don't think this conversation will---"

"Did you know how much he loves you?" Jimin asked him.

Jin looked at him with questioning eyes.

"He loved you more than you know. Or probably you don't even know." Jimin continued.

Jin was silent. He wanted to say he doesn't care anymore but it made him curious.

"He always loved you. Your lavender smell. Your innocent smile." Jimin snickered while saying this and wiped the tears that flowed on his cheeks. He looked at Jin with piercing eyes. "He always wanted to say it. He always thought he'll have a chance with you. Even when I don't say his name, you know who I'm talking about, right?"

"I don't have time for this." Jin said straightening his seat and trying to stand up.

"He always did. He just didn't realize it sooner because I always tried to pull him towards me." Jimin said with a smirk knowing full well he got his brother's attention. He's the one now to cross his legs. He thought if I suffer, why not let you suffer, too.

Jin stood frozen. He was about to leave but he can't.

"If you thought he always wanted to do what he did because he loves me, I think you've got it wrong. The way he always say that my smell is different, because you smell like lavender. He wonders why I can't be like you. Why I can't be as smart as you are? Why I can't have goals like you do? Why you always are good than me? Why you look so good even with your glasses on?

All of these things made me hate you. All of these made me want to get him from you. Eversince he transformed to be the hottest man in town, I always wanted him. I always want to make sure I will be ahead of you for something.

I always knew he is in love with you and you with him. But I opted to hurt you. I used him? Yes, I did. He wanted to be used anyway because of his frustrations on you. I told him you never liked him and never will because you've always had your eyes on someone else. Who was that? Your childhood friend, Seung-hon? Is that the name?"