✅ Completed: It Hurts To Love You

Chapter 57

"I heard you started a liking at this place." Jin said as he sat beside his brother who's currently on his wheelchair.

They both looked at the same direction towards the vast of the garden of the hospital.

"It has a lot of colors. It looks serene and peaceful." Jin said.

"Indeed." Jimin answered.

Jin looked at his brother. Due to his chemotherapy, he agreed in shaving his head rather than waiting for it be bald.

"Don't pity me." Jimin said.

"I don't. I miss you, hyung." Jin answered with tears in his eyes.

Jimin looked at him and they both cried as they looked at each other's eyes. Memories of them being happy together were reminisced as they realized how much time was lost and how much time is left for them to be together. Jimin looked away as he wiped his own tears.

"The doctor gave me 6 months." Jimin said.

Jin held his hand. "Miracles can happen, hyung." He answered as tears continuously flowed down from his eyes.

"I don't want to fight, Jin. Everything is already painful. The headache is unbearable." Jimin said trying to hide the sadness in his eyes as he just stared directly at the vast garden of the hospital. "I just want to go home and not die alone."

"I know. I am here to take you home, hyung. I will stay with you and promise to take care of you as much as I can." Jin answered.

Jimin looked at him with questions in his eyes.

"Me and Jungkook will be staying here in Busan. We have already resigned from Seoul's Main Hospital so that we can stay here in Busan, hyung."

"Jungkook..." Jimin said then chuckled. "He hates me. I almost killed him."

"He is okay now and has forgiven you, hyung. He agreed in staying with us and we will both take care of you. Hyung, he cared for you before and he understands the situation." Jin said.

They were quiet for few minutes as they both tried to ignore the pain they were feeling and the longing for each other.

Jimin looked at Jin. "I'm sorry. I want to give up, Jinnie." He said then cried.

Jin was surprised to hear it then hugged Jimin.

"I'm sorry I hurt you, Jinnie." Jimin said as he cried. "I would not want you to see me like this again. I am sorry. I did not know what happened. I fell in love and felt like I don't have anything and wanted everything. I'm sorry." Jimin said crying at Jin.

Despite of being pregnant and trying to avoid any surge of emotion, he can't help it the moment he saw his brother. They hugged and cried together as they cherished the moment they still have.

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"How was it?" Jungkook asked in a whisper as he helped Jin in getting Jimin's luggages from his room. "Let me take those. You can rest."

"He said it's painful."

Jungkook rubbed his back knowing what Jin meant.

"He'll fight. I know how strong he is. He just needs some inspiration." Jungkook said as he hugged his husband.

Jin's parents came after few minutes and they helped out in taking Jimin's luggages.

"You should rest, son. It's not easy to bring another person with you. Your stomach is getting bigger at 7 months."

"I am okay, eomma." Jin answered.

"I know you are, you're always strong but you also need to be taken care of." She said and Jin followed by resting on the couch of the hospital room while waiting for Jungkook who took some of the luggages to the car.

"Eomma, what will happen now?" Jin asked.

His mom breathe in and out. "The doctor said we should take him home and we can only help in not making him feel the pain. The therapy will continue only if he wants to, but it will no longer help out with the cancer." She said.

Jin rubbed his stomach, feeling how painful it is with the probability of losing his brother again, permanently this time.

"I am sure he'll still heal. Miracles can happen." Jin said.

"They will. I hope he'll agree with the surgery." His mom said and Jin just stayed quiet.

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"How are you?" Jungkook asked as he went near Jimin.

"J-Jungkook..." he said then cried.

Jungkook went near him and kneeled with one-foot in front of him. "Hey! That's all in the past now. Jin and I are happy together. Things must have happened for a reason and the way we had our relationship was never easy, but I am happy that Jin and I still worked together to make it happen.

I am sorry that I did not see you as special as him. We used each other and I regret it. I should have been stronger and it would have been different. But then again, it's in the past and we can't change that anymore."

Jimin looked at him and smiled.

"I will always be happy for you and Seokjin. I love my brother so much. Please take care of him and my niece or nephew."

"It's nephew." Jungkook said.

"It's a boy?" He asked.

Jungkook nodded. "They are both boys. We will be having twins."

Jimin cried now due to happiness. "You both are lucky." He said.

"We are. That's why you need to be strong so that you'll also meet them." Jungkook said with a smile and Jimin nodded happily.

"What are you guys talking about without me?" Jin said as he went near them.

Jungkook stood up and hugged his husband. "About our babies." He said and kissed his husband.

Deep inside, Jimin envies them. This should have been his relationship with Sunghoon, only if he did his best to save it. But the problem was him eversince. He is just happy right now that his brother gets to be happy with Jungkook.

He smiled as he looked at them and hoped the best for the couple, wishing to see it more before he say goodbye.