i find you in silence
i find you at night
your presence, an imprudence--
though in me, you take delight.
i find you in my mind
i find you in my dreams
your lies are now entwined--
your lies make me scream
i find you here
i find you there
you seem to be everywhere
but
what if i stop searching?
what if i shift my gaze
to the joys this life brings?
never to see your pangs of dismay
i find you no more--
i find myself instead
torn from your acts of war.
i find peace in my head
this poem is inspired by Stromae's 'L'enfer' -- he does a beautiful job of capturing the essence of anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. give it a listen and read the lyrics, they are powerful
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anthology of life
Poetrya collection of poems and short writings. would love to collab with fellow poets and short story writers!