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i find you in silence

i find you at night

your presence, an imprudence--

though in me, you take delight. 

i find you in my mind

i find you in my dreams

your lies are now entwined--

your lies make me scream

i find you here

i find you there

you seem to be everywhere

but

what if i stop searching?

what if i shift my gaze

to the joys this life brings?

never to see your pangs of dismay

i find you no more--

i find myself instead

torn from your acts of war.

i find peace in my head

this poem is inspired by Stromae's 'L'enfer' -- he does a beautiful job of capturing the essence of anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. give it a listen and read the lyrics, they are powerful

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