ecneloiv

15 8 12
                                    

counting
weighing

counting
weighing

that's too much-- I can't

restrain

this is my life
to count
to weigh

my eyes are sunken?
huh, didn't realize
my thoughts have me sunk in

count
weigh
count

restrain

I've lost a few pounds?
oh, I'm not so sure
my thoughts bring quickened heart pounds

weigh
count
weigh

you say my thoughts are a lie?
to be sure, I would never
my thoughts cradle me in the bed I lie

count
weigh
count

this is the price I must pay


a few years ago I suffered from an eating disorder. every now and then she still tries to creep up but I am definitely in a much better place. here's to all who might be going through it. you're not alone, you are more than just a number.

anthology of lifeWhere stories live. Discover now