Time Back To First Autumn

CHAPTER 41

Warning R18: This chapter contains mature, sensitive scenes and words. Read at your own risk.

CHAPTER 41

AUTUMN

I admit, I feel nervous. I feel nervous because I'm like a desperate woman who's hunger for his attention. That's right...I have feelings for him before until now, yet I'm still denying it because of possibilities, because of consequences we might encounter. I'm afraid for both of us, I'm afraid that our destinies might play us again and we ended up repeating the same mistake.

Cradience is looking at my lips now and he gently held my chin. He leaned his face closer to me and when our lips finally met, he caressed my right cheek, down to my neck.

Isinandal ako nito sa pader at isinandal nito ang isang braso niya sa itaas habang patuloy ang paghalik nito sa akin.

His tender kiss is like wanting for more. He bit my lowered lip, making me to open my mouth to enter his tongue in. I couldn't help but to release a soft groan when he bit my lower lip.

He is very gentle, yet very monstrous. He is like a beast that wanted to devour me. His careful touch and hold around my waist, feels like he doesn't want me to let go.

Nang bumaba ang halik nito sa panga ko, pababa sa leeg ko ay napalunok ako nang tuluyan. Ngayon ko lang napagtanto na hindi ako handa para rito. Hindi ko kaya ang pakiramdam na naramdaman ni Janeia.

"C-Cradience..." I muttered between my heavy breaths.

His soft lips didn't move on the side of my neck. He only pressed it on my skin and he leaned his face on my shoulder afterwards. He pulled me more closer to him and hugged me tightly.

"I told you, I might not able to hold myself," he mumbled.

"C-Cradience, naiinitan na ako sa loob..." bulong ko pabalik. He raised his head up as he brushed his hair by his fingers.

When he began to lower his kiss to my neck, I also began to feel different inside me. I could feel my excitement for wanting him to do it and his touches aroused the feeling of ecstacy within me. It's giving me hard time to recover quickly from his warmth embrace.

He is damn passionate and trying to take it easy.

Is that because he knows I cannot do it?

"Calm down, I don't want to pressure you," he seductively murmured at my right ear.

Oh, shit! Why is he acting like this? Ako ang nahihirapan sa aming dalawa.

"Stop playing around," I firmly uttered.

He wiped the corner of his lips using his left thumb and he plastered a smirk. "Do you want me to repeat it again, Autumn? I said, if you'll continue asking for this, I might not able to hold back."

My eyebrows arched. "Who asked you to hold back?"

Dahil sa sagot nito ay napaawang ang labi nito at napalitan ng malawak na ngiti ang kaniyang ekspresiyon na tila hindi makapaniwala sa isinagot ko.

"You really want this? I'm really going to fuck you up, Autumn."

I grabbed his shirt as I pulled him closer to me. "Narinig mo ako, hindi ba?" nanghahamon na usal ko at hindi maiwasang mapatitig sa kaniyang labi.

He amusingly smiled at me. "Damn you, Autumn." This time, he didn't really hold himself. He aggressively kissed my lips. Sinasabayan ko ang halik nito na hindi katulad kanina na dinadahan-dahan niya lang.