Little bird with broken wings.(SWS+ATL+PTV)

Goodbye.

I finished my last song and waved goodbye to the crowd as I left the stage. I saw Alex sitting on a box by stage. He smiled at me. "I'm gonna miss you after four little bird." He said and I hugged him dramatically fake sobbing. "I will miss you too." He laughed at me and gave a serious face as he pushed me back by my shoulders. "You can always text me. I'll fly out if I need too. I'm always just a phone call away. Never forget that." I nodded and held out my pinky. "I promise." I said and he hooked his pinky around mine. We watched the rest of the performances then decided to take a walk. I pointed to the door catching Vic's eye and he nodded. I pulled Alex out into the cool night air. I grasped his big hands in my tiny one as I walked. He didn't protest and I looked up at the stars. "It's beautiful out here." I whispered and he sighed. "True." He said and I followed him as we walked. "Everyone is worried about you." He said and cut me off as I tried to reply. He pulled me to s bench and sat down beside me. "You look sad. In pain even, it's scaring us. We don't want to lose you. I want to know what happened that made you so upset." He said and I tried to come up with some excuse. He looked into my eyes and shook his head. "Please don't lie to me." He said with a broken voice. I sighed. "You know Steve called me last month threatening me?" I said and he nodded. "That's not all he said. He threatened to tell you guys a secret of mine." I said biting my lip. He stiffened. "What secret?" He asked and I stood back up. "Let's go to your bus, I need to show you something." I said with a pang of anxiety in my voice. He squeezed my hand reassuringly and we walked to his bus. He made sure no one was there and locked the door behind us. I smiled sadly at him. Knowing I was wearing big shorts and my hoodie wouldn't allow him to see them anyway I pulled off my jeans. He gasped at the angry red lines covering my paper white skin. "No." He said with a broken voice. I nodded. "I used to have a problem with it years ago Lydia found out and made me quit but, I was addicted. It was messy. I finally quit when she threatened to take me to rehab. Steve found out after I quit and it gave him more leverage over me. When he called he threatened to tell you. I didn't know what you would say. I found myself starting again."I paused with tears running down my face. "I'm so sorry." I sobbed and I felt him wrap his arms around me. "You can quit little bird. I know it's hard, but you can do it. You can make it through this and you know what? You're not alone. You'll always have me and the boys. We will always be there with you when you need us." He whispered and I pulled away. He looked at me sad and I knew I had to try and quit for him. "I'm going to try to quit." I said in a small voice. He smiled a little. Be held out his pinky. "Promise?" He asked and I hooked mine through his. "Promise." I said and I pulled my jeans back over my legs. "You know you have to tell Kellin and Vic right?" He said and I nodded. "When tours over I'll tell Kellin." I said and he squinted at me studying me before nodding. "Well tomorrow is the last day." He stated and I nodded. "Me and you and Jack should have a sleepover." I said with a happier tone an he smiled. He smiled. "Deffinantly!"

We made popcorn, pulled out every horror movie we could find, and changed into pjs, before calling Jack and the guys. Zack and Rian decided to go somewhere else. I don't know where they go but everytime we have a sleep over they sleep somewhere else. I guess they actually like to sleep. Pft, weenies. I opened the door just as Jack bounded in with a whole bag of candy. We all laughed as I made face popping a warhead in my mouth. We spent the night laughing and screaming like overly dramatic teenage girls everytime something happened in the movie. I think we crashed somewhere between one and two in the morning. I woke up tangled between Alex and Jack. My head was on Alex's chest and my legs were propped on jacks legs. I laughed as my hair had come out of its knot and was all over Alex's face. Both of the guys seemed to wake up and we all laughed. I yawned sitting up. I sighed rubbing my eyes. "Last day of tour." I breathed an they both instantly crushed me in hugs. I giggled. "I'll miss you too boys. I'll see you for Christmas though." I said pulling away. The nodded still a little bummed. "Call us everyday? And face time? And Skype? And text?" Jack said and I smiled. "Ofcourse."

I forgot to pack clothes to wear today so I borrowed a shirt from Alex and pulled on my skinny jeans from last night. I hugged them both and grabbed my bag before heading too the PTV bus. I passed the SWS bus and was nearly tackled by the guys. "We are gonna miss you Wren!" They all yelled and I pried them off of me. "You guys get me first! I'm going home with Kellin until after Halloween." I said flicking them. They all shrugged laughing. I flipped them off and continued my way to my bus. I heard them laugh again before I got to my bus and stepped onto it. I barely made it out into the lounge before I was actually tackled. The guys all held me and we all giggled and shed a few tears saying our goodbyes. Me and Kellin are flying to his house right after the performance so it was best to say our goodbyes now. "I'll see you guys at thanks giving." I said hugging them and the made me promise to text and call everyday. I finished saying goodbye and made sure my bags were all packed before getting prepared for our last performance on tour.