Little bird with broken wings.(SWS+ATL+PTV)

Itll be better tomorrow.

I walked out on stage with a mic in one hand and my guitar in the other. Jack followed me with two stools and we sat. Being the last night all the bands managed to convince their managers to give me a little of their time so I could perform more than three songs. I set the mic on the stand and smiled at the crowd. I was performing last so everyone else was watching from side stage. I took a deep breath. "Well guys it's almost over. Not quite yet though. I just wanted to say thanks to all the boys watching from back stage and to you guys for making this tour amazing. So before I start crying I'm gonna start with a very important song I wrote almost a month ago. This is Lydia's song." I said and the crowd roared. I played the opening chords and sang the scale as always. The emotions buzzed in the room as everyone swayed to the song singing their hearts out along with me. I finished the song and wiped a few tears. I sang a few more songs and closed with Night Terrors. I blew a kiss to the crowd. "Thank you for making this special for me." I said into the mic and the crowd made a deafening roar in response as I hugged Jack and ran off the stage. I was hugged by everyone and once again said goodbyes to everyone. I said my goodbyes to mayday parade with promises to open for them some time and finally walked to Kellin. He and Justin had managed to retrieve my bags as I said my goodbyes. I sent one last wave to everyone and stepped out the door with Kellin in tow. We pulled into a cab and headed for the airport. I stayed silent as we went through security and climbed on the plane. I felt Kellin grab my hand and I squeezed his. "I need to tell you something when we get there." I whispered and he looked at me confused but nodded. "Go to sleep little bird I'll wake you when we get off." He said and I nodded. I curled up and fell asleep with my head on his shoulder.

I woke up just as we landed and Kellin grabbed our luggage as we headed off to meet with Katelynn and Copeland. Me and Kellin looked around and I finally saw her. I pointed to her and Kellins face widened in a grin. He pulled me towards her before dropping her bags and spinning both her and Copeland around. I smiled and moved forward to join them. Katelynn smiled warmly at me and pulled me into a hug. Me and Katelynn have talked before on the phone but this is the first time in public. I smiled at Cope and she held her little arms out for me to pick her up. I looked up to Katelynn and she shrugged handing me the toddler. Cope made a cute baby giggle when I held her. I giggled back and she smiled wider. I heard an 'aw' then a camera snap. Kellin winked at me and grabbed our bags and I followed them out of the airport still holding Cope. "I was watching the last concert before coming here and I have to say. You were totally better than Kellin, Wren." Kate said as she started the car. I smiled as Kellin gave her a playful glare. "Traitor!" He said and I giggled. Cope giggled from her car seat and he turned me gesturing to his wife and child. "See you are here for less than an hour and you've already turned not only my wife and my daughter against me." He said with a playful glare I laughed and turned to Cope crossing my eyes. "Your daddy is crazy." She giggled again and Kate laughed. "This is why I like her better, Hun." She said to Kells and I laughe again. Me and Kellin told her all about your life and I answered any question she had for me on the way to their house. I smiled at how beautiful their home was and nearly gasped when she showed me the room I was staying in. I hugged her and she smiled telling me to come down when I was settled. Kellin walked in with my bags not long after and I sighed. "I need to show you something." I said and patted the bed. He looked confused but sat anyway. I pulled a pair of shorts from my bag and went into the bathroom that was part of my room. I changed and walked back out nervously. His eyes immediately traveled to my thighs and he gasped. I told him about what happened after the phone call and then about telling Alex and promising to try to quit. He looked at me with watery eyes. "Please never do this again." His voice cracked at the end and I immediately felt bad for upsetting him. He touched the angry red lines lightly but stopped when I winced. "These are deep." He said and I nodded. "If they were any deeper I'd say you needed stitches." He said looking up at me again. "Where are your blades?" He asked and I reluctantly pulled the wooden box from my suitcase. He took the box without a word. "Are you mad at me?" I asked in a small voice. He shook his head. "Never. I'm just sorry you had to go through this. I see you as my daughter and you are a wonderful person with amazing talent and a beautiful heart. I'm sorry that it's broken." He said and my chest hurt. He came forward and hugged me. I sobbed into his chest. He rubbed my back as I cried. I cried for so long my voice was lost and I ran out of tears. I felt him tuck me in and kiss my forehead. "Go to sleep little bird. It'll be better tomorrow." He whispered and I shut my heavy eyes to sleep.