Little bird with broken wings.(SWS+ATL+PTV)

Freedom

Cass helped me change without much pain and we only got tangled up in my IV one time. She actually fish tailed my hair for me too so I didn't look like a wreck when the guys came back in.

The guys came back later and apparently my fans know what happened because I kept getting get well cards and even stuffed animals. I got a card from Memphis May Fire and Mayday Parade. There wasn't much to do in the hospital. Bryan Stars actually showed up for a little while since he was in town. He brought a few other you tubers who are all trying to convince me to join the YouTube community. I actually convinced the nurses to let me perform personally for a few fans who tweeted me saying as they were patients in the hospital. Pierce the veil all video chatted everyday and sent me huge teddy bears. Nick stayed with me everyday but sometimes left to go shower at the ATL house and he's decided to stay with me until I go back in January. Dad left the day before I got out. I breathed a sigh of relief as I got in the car. Nick laughed. He borrowed Alex's car and drove to get me first thing this morning. "Freedom." I nearly shouted and he laughed again. "No questions just actions." I said and he laughed pulling me over the console and kissing me. We sat in the car making out for a while before I sighed and climbed back into my seat. "I've been needing that." I whispered he chuckled. "I know. Me too." No questions just actions is something he told me on our first date and it's kind of a motto for us. When one of us is overthinking we always say it. It means you need to let yourself go with life and just quit worrying some times.

We got to the house and the guys all gave me hugs and welcome backs before going out to the car and making trips to carry in all my stuffed animals which I agreed to donate to a place for children. I went upstairs and showered before getting dressed for the day. I pulled on gray skinnies a warm black sweater and my converse. I straightened my hair and put on eyeliner and a beanie. Nick smiled from my bed when I walked back into the room. "Now you look like my girl friend I fell in love with." He said and I giggled. "Yeah I feel like myself now." He smiled brightly. "You are always beautiful to me but, now you look more confident." He said and I smiled. I stood between his legs as he sat on my bed. Our hands interlocked with each other's. I stated in his eyes the color of a stormy sea. My bright forest green eyes reflected in his as I watched him. I knew about his pain an suffering and he knew about mine. I leaned forward. My forehead rested against his. We shared this moment. The silence was comfortable. I connected my lips to his and it nearly shocked me with emotions. Our lips moved in sync feelings buried in me came out and I knew I loved him more than anything. I bit his lip a little and he moaned into the kiss. Our tongues battled for dominance. When I thought I couldn't handle any more of this emotion he pulled away. His lips parted an we both panted for breath. "I love you more than air." I whispered and he chuckled. "I love you more than anything." He whispered back and I giggled. "You know Alex might kill us if we don't go down in a minute." I said and he smiled. I kissed his cheek right beside his mouth. Pulling away he stood and hugged me to him. I wrapped my arms around him. "I'm glad your okay. When they called me I didn't even think to call anyone. I had to call my brother once I got to Baltimore and tell him I'm in Baltimore. He was freaking out but, he said he knows ATL and called Alex who promised to look out for me. I was only thinking you were in pain and I needed to be there." He said and I smiled. I knew I hurt him by getting hurt. I pulled away and we walked downstairs. Alex sent us a look an when we didn't blush he shrugged and turned back to whatever conversation he was having. I jumped on Jacks back. He smiled and grasped my legs so I wouldn't fall. "You like jumping on people don't you?" He said and I laughed. "Of course! Why walk when you can simply get someone else to carry you?" I said and he laughed. "Lazy bum." He muttered and I laughed. He carried me outside an I was tossed into a freezing pool. I swam up looking at him as if he was already dead. He met my gaze an took off running but I was already at the edge of the pool and I grabbed him pulling myself out and yanking him in. He pulled me with him at the last second and we both came to the surface gasping. "JACK! I'm wearing wet skinny jeans now!" I complained and he smirked. "Me too." I shivered and glared at him. "ALEX!" He yelled trying to swim away from me. I swam after him and Nick and Alex ran out laughing. Jack got out of the water and hid behind Alex. I grinned evilly and simply walked to Nick. He was laughing and stopped to wipe my eyeliner off on his sleeve. I shivered again and he handed me his flannel. I took of my sweater leaving me in only a tank top completely ignoring the guys. I got used to be half naked when I was in San Diego. I put on his flannel and wrapped it around me. I stuck my tongue out at the gawking idiots and followed Nick back inside.