Little bird with broken wings.(SWS+ATL+PTV)

Superturtle

I woke up in my room at Kellins an was temporarily disoriented from the lack of being in a moving bus but, reached my hand out for my phone on the nightstand by my bed. I checked the time and realized I had slept through the whole night and most of yesterday. I dragged my but out of bed and took a quick shower. I noted my eyes were still a little pink from crying so much yesterday. I tied my hair in a bun and changed into some black skinned a simple gray hoodie with some fluffy socks before walking down stair. Little cope giggled and reached for me as I passed the couch. I picked her up and spun her around making faces at her causing her to laugh. I heard a phone click and looked over to see Kate with her phone out taking a picture of us. "Cope really love you." She mused and I smiled. I put Copeland in the floor where her toys were and she giggled as I followed Kate into the kitchen. She handed me a bowl of fruit and a monster. "Kellin tells me this is an average meal for you." She laughed and I nodded sitting at the bar. She leaned over it facing me as I ate. Katelynn reminded me a lot of Lydia with her motherly attitude and the way she always seemed to know when something is wrong. Like now for instance. "Kellin went to bed early last night. He seemed very worried and upset. This morning I found a box of blades in our bedside drawer. What happened?" I think I would've cried if I had any tears left. I told her what happened and she held me. I pulled away when Kellin walked. I wrapped him in a hug before returning to my plate. He sat beside me with a cup of coffee. I felt him watching me and looked up at him giving him a reassuring smile. He smiled back. Today is the 17th of September so I'll be here for a while before Halloween and heading over to Vic's. "What are we doing today?" I asked and Kellin shrugged before Katelynn brought up the dreaded topic. "What have you done with school?" I saw Kellin raise his eyebrows and turn to face me. I blushed. "I started taking advanced classes in seventh grade. I actually could've skipped a year so if I go back now I'll be a sophomore even though I skipped freshmen year. I'll actually probably be able to graduate early if I take the advanced track online." They both looked at me incredulously. I blushed again. "I was a big of a nerd. I like to read and was good at everything." I said and they smiled. "I wish I was that smart in school." Kellin muttered and I threw a grape at him. He laughed and caught it before eating it. Kate laughed. "Well I can get you signed up with our last name I guess and you can do it online." She said. I smiled at her. "If I woke hard I can graduate not this year but next at the end of my junior year." I said and they both smiled. "Nerd." Kellin said as he stole fruit from my bowl. I flipped him off and Kate laughed at us. "I know it's a bit to ask but, since she loves you so much, I was wondering if you would watch Copeland for us tonight while we go out?" Kate asked me and I smiled, "Anytime." I said and they both smiled. I finished my fruit and washed the bowl, to Kate's complaints, before heading into the living room to relax. I felt my phone buzz and picked it up. "Hello?" I said and heard Vic mutter something. "You never called me when you got there."I cursed. "Sorry Vic I got sidetracked. Um can we face time I need to tell you something. I told Kellin last night that was why I didn't call. Actually Skype me so I can use my laptop. It'll be easier." I said while biting my lip. I saw Kellin watching me from the door to the kitchen he mouthed 'It'll be okay.' As he caught my eye. I shrugged and darted upstairs turning on my laptop and changing into some shorts before hesitantly answering Vic's Skype call. He and Tony both looked at me with concern. I felt a little nervous but, knew it helped I wouldn't have to tell Tony separately. I made sure the angle was right and stood up. They both looked at me shocked. I swear I saw a tear in Vic's eye. I sat back down. "I'm sorry." I said my voice coming out rough. I told them everything and they listened with pained faces. I saw Vic looking sadder and I remembered reading that he had the same problem once. I pulled on some sweats over my shorts and looked at the guys for a reaction. Tony spoke first, "It'll be okay. We still love you. You are our little sister and nothing can change that. Please call us if you feel like doing it again. I don't care what time it is just call one of us. We will always be here for you. You are our little bird after all." Tony finished and I smiled a watery smile. Vic nodded in agreement and I blew them a kiss. They both pretended to catch it and I laughed as they bickered over who actually caught it. I said I'd call them later and pulled out my phone calling Alex. "Hello babes." I said as he picked up. Katelynn knocked on my door. I smiled at her and mouthed 'you look gorgeous' she smiled back at me and pointed to her watch then held out a one and a two. I nodded and hugged her before she left with Kellin. I looked at my clock and saw it was already seven. Wow a day goes by fast. Me and Alex talked about random stuff before hanging up. I stepped into Copeland's room just in time to calm her back to sleep. I wandered down stairs and turned on a random movie. I checked on Cope again before heading to my room changing into my pjs and brushing my teeth. I plugged up my phone and got on Twitter. I saw a picture of me spinning Cope around this morning. Kellins tweet made me smile. It said 'Good to know my girls get along so well.' I retweeted and decided to post. 'What if turtles actually had wings in their shells? Tony is there something you want to tell me?' I tweeted and immediately Tony replied. 'Um... No? Actually yes, I'm actually a superhero with wings!' I rolled my eyes and retweeted before going to sleep.